I might be a mother someday
I dreamt of it last night
It had come too soon
I wanted to love her
But couldn't take on the commitment
I was still a child myself
I claim to not like kids
"two minutes, that's it,
Anymore is too much"
But I feel one day I will love a child
More than anything
And that's strange to me
I would tell them
Please don't drink
Please don't do drugs
Please don't smoke ***
if it makes you feel bad
You don't need to impress anyone
The same goes for stealing
But if you do I won't hurt you
Though you will pay the consequences
Because you need to learn from your mistakes
But I'll remember that we all make mistakes
So I won't judge you too harshly
Because no matter what you do
Life goes on
As long as you're here
So if you hurt yourself
I'll remember people do that sometimes
And I will help you
No matter what you believe of yourself
You are stronger than that
Because you are human
You are capable of so much
And finally, I will tell them
I love you
Jul 23, 2013
Jul 23, 2013 at 12:12 PM UTC
I might be a mother someday
I dreamt of it last night
It had come too soon
I wanted to love her
But couldn't take on the commitment
I was still a child myself
I claim to not like kids
"two minutes, that's it,
Anymore is too much"
But I feel one day I will love a child
More than anything
And that's strange to me
I would tell them
Please don't drink
Please don't do drugs
Please don't smoke ***
if it makes you feel bad
You don't need to impress anyone
The same goes for stealing
But if you do I won't hurt you
Though you will pay the consequences
Because you need to learn from your mistakes
But I'll remember that we all make mistakes
So I won't judge you too harshly
Because no matter what you do
Life goes on
As long as you're here
So if you hurt yourself
I'll remember people do that sometimes
And I will help you
No matter what you believe of yourself
You are stronger than that
Because you are human
You are capable of so much
And finally, I will tell them
I love you
Because of a dream I now feel loss, longing and affection for a daughter I never had.