i'm not pushing you away bc i don't love you
i'm just worried you'll start to hate me
as much as i hate myself
it's easier pushing myself away
than to deal with the constant feeling of not being enough
no matter how many friends i have,
no matter how many people i'm with,
no matter who says they love me,
i'm all alone
Jan 25, 2021
Jan 25, 2021 at 10:48 AM UTC
i'm not pushing you away bc i don't love you
i'm just worried you'll start to hate me
as much as i hate myself
it's easier pushing myself away
than to deal with the constant feeling of not being enough
no matter how many friends i have,
no matter how many people i'm with,
no matter who says they love me,
i'm all alone