i miss ur touch..
can we repeat?..
i miss ur smile..
it made my heart beat..
i wish i told u everything that we could be...
but instead u left me at 12:00 on new years eve,,,
you burned down the bridges
that kept ahold
the very bridges that helped my soul
only for to here that u hate me..
i miss ur touch..
can we repeat?..
i miss ur smile..
it made my heart beat..
i wish i told u everything that we could be...
but instead u left me at 12:00 on new years eve,,,
Jan 20, 2022
Jan 20, 2022 at 4:35 PM UTC
yesterday i didnt think of you
until i did again.
until i realized that i never stopped.
i miss the way you loved me
the way we looked at each other
the reassurance
the closure
i miss the time where it was enough for you
we reached our end
you left a big scar in my heart
and it still hurts
but being loved and loving is too big of a difference for me
Jan 20, 2022
Jan 20, 2022 at 4:34 PM UTC
is the sun lonely?
jealous of the moon?
the moon has all the stars
everywhere there are hundreds of stars around it
the sun has only the sky
however it wants more
the sun chases the moon
and it's never fast enough
the moon moves away
then there are the clouds
even if they move
they always come back
but still sometimes,
the clouds aren't what the sun craves for
and maybe that's us
I'm the moon you're the sun
I'm the sun you're the moon
we're too different
to exist side by side
Sep 20, 2021
Sep 20, 2021 at 1:31 PM UTC
π©π’π΅π¦
how could a random four letter word
have such a deep meaning
everyone knows that it's a strong word
but nobody does something about it
because words are supposed to mean
then you introduced me to something
it was the complete opposite
and now I know you didn't mean it
while I always thought words are supposed to
it was another random four letter word for you
ππ°π·π¦
Aug 24, 2021
Aug 24, 2021 at 7:13 PM UTC
being a writer
is it a blessing or a curse?
I think it's both of them
at the same time
we feel things so deeply
just to write about it
to hope that someone is there
to listen
and to understand
Aug 24, 2021
Aug 24, 2021 at 6:47 PM UTC
one day she realized
that she couldn't use sleep as an escape anymore
because it wasn't her body
that was tired all the time
it was her soul.
and she asks herself
would she still be tired
if she would close her eyes and never open them again?
Aug 23, 2021
Aug 23, 2021 at 7:55 PM UTC
anna and I have been friends for one year
and she has 2 different personalities:
quiet in public - loud in only my presence
whispering in public - screaming in only my presence
hiding in public - exposing in only my presence
we fight a lot, but she always understands me
I mean she was my best friend
she should help me, shouldn't she?
she didn't
she slowly killed me
and I couldn't let her go
it was me that gave her the nickname anna
I never cared about her real name
but my doctor told me that he knows it
and that I should stop talking to her
her real name is anorexia nervosa
unfortunately, my anna looked a lot like her
Aug 2, 2021
Aug 2, 2021 at 4:33 PM UTC
our love reminds me of the weather
sometimes the sun is shining
and we can't get enough of it
we're laughing, we're smiling;
we're happier than ever.
i forget the time and think about our progress
because in these moments I'm truly appreciative
but then, it rains
it pours so awfully loud
as if it's the only thing I hear from you
the clouds are dark and hopeless
filled with tears and grief
and the bad weather purposely stays for a while
suddenly the sun comes out
and who would have thought:
we think there's hope for us
- all over again.
why can't it always be sunny?
Jul 31, 2021
Jul 31, 2021 at 3:17 PM UTC
and then I realized
I never knew if it was scarier to be with or without you
Jul 2, 2021
Jul 2, 2021 at 6:22 AM UTC
I know more than you think I do
actually, I know everything
i see your insecurities and your nervousness while no one else does
you can't talk about those enemies
because all we're going to hear again
is denial denial denial
other opinions make you sick
and you can't keep up with the society,
in a big crowd of personalities
you can't admit that your identity vanishes
when you have to express yourself
do you know why?
because you've never given yourself some time
at the end i'll give you the illusion I know nothing
and you'll give me the illusion of knowing who you are
we're nothing more than illusions
Jul 1, 2021
Jul 1, 2021 at 4:45 PM UTC