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***** hair - but I am not there Crying in the kitchen - I need help Alternate universe - dissociate what's this - it tears at me, can't be tamed, it won't fade A shy razor on my arm I can't do this; because it hurts but I need the world to blow up because into this catatonia I could burst I cannot feel my body - or my soul it's all gone - I drown, in my thoughts, I have no kind of control I can't listen, I can't talk. The pain is everywhere. I froze. I move nervously, restless, but I won't rest because now, it's all the same because I can't stop oh God what's wrong?! I can't take it anymore! let me catch my breath, I sigh, I will make it alright, by ******* the venom in the wound I still can't stop! I can't take it anymore! I fell, once again! Let me catch my breath, and I did. A gate opens, lets go all of this. And your honey kiss is placed where I left it before the storm raged in me, this devil switch, this unexplainable thing I am getting ready so the storm never breaks what I love most
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Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 4:22 PM UTC
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***** hair - but I am not there Crying in the kitchen - I need help Alternate universe - dissociate what's this - it tears at me, can't be tamed, it won't fade A shy razor on my arm I can't do this; because it hurts but I need the world to blow up because into this catatonia I could burst I cannot feel my body - or my soul it's all gone - I drown, in my thoughts, I have no kind of control I can't listen, I can't talk. The pain is everywhere. I froze. I move nervously, restless, but I won't rest because now, it's all the same because I can't stop oh God what's wrong?! I can't take it anymore! let me catch my breath, I sigh, I will make it alright, by ******* the venom in the wound I still can't stop! I can't take it anymore! I fell, once again! Let me catch my breath, and I did. A gate opens, lets go all of this. And your honey kiss is placed where I left it before the storm raged in me, this devil switch, this unexplainable thing I am getting ready so the storm never breaks what I love most
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Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 4:22 PM UTC
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