you hate us when we don't abide
you hate us when we do what you don't like
when reality is - you don't have our eyes
and despite your efforts, they shine
They wanted to **** us because
like a mirror to their hidden wrongs,
we showed them their own scars and burns
you robbed us from us
and you punished us with death
cloaked as care
and those who did, weren't there
They didn't get the gist, I guess
if only love here had crept -
why you deem me unworthy to be lived?
you don't know my Sun, how it is related
to my tears
You don't ******* know me, or what goes within
you take my words from my lips and twist it at your whim
if only love had appeared in the scene
not your weak, dispossesed pity, but a strong warmth feel
psychiatric care inmates, my dears
we are in the same ship
the only way out of here,
the way out from this ****
is to show ourselves
we still live, we are here
take over their boring streets
You say we aren't human, sure we aren't.
We are the superhumans you were looking for,
but turns out, you were ******* blind.
We'll haunt you, those of us who got killed
by your cold hand, but many of us are still there
and better yet - Don't mourn us.
Just go out on the street and scream out, get drunk,
live up, recklessly ****
the way we couldn't, for our mouths were shut down.
Dec 27, 2020
Dec 27, 2020 at 7:32 AM UTC
She's a big ****** from somewhere else
Look at her hair and her UFO dress
She breathes bountiful chaos
listen to her gleeful wails!
Distilling her pain into yet unheard yells
Will she get what she craves, what she deserves?
Not many letters for her address
(she has my 2 cents)
No big names, the fame?
hasn't come yet
She's a gem
because no one found her yet
She needs no polishing; she's so raw
let her stay
She's a story of her own, even if she fails
Beauty of losing, it never breaks
Dec 26, 2020
Dec 26, 2020 at 6:15 PM UTC
This beast inside - hungry for fame!
(hungry for something that won't fill her chest
because she's empty and
she only wants to get ahead)
won't get her way - I am not allowing her
in my creation, she's the shade
she ***** the blood out of everyone -
but mostly herself
she's drained, she craves
this beast inside - **** her with kindness
she's only just there - accept her today
she aches, too
Dec 23, 2020
Dec 23, 2020 at 6:35 AM UTC
We are the weird recepcionists!
Sassy, strange flair - for your clean office!
Wild flowers - in a vase
Shape-shifting - for the day
Thinking about God,
thinking about it all
when I am in my own
Your chit chat makes me mad
But I am a mingling alien lass
Yet - can you see me?
see me glow?
Between these post-its and receipts
The fireflies around here
Shape-shifting - wearing a disguise
it doesn't **** me under because I know
what it does
can you feel me? not that I care
Flowers tamed - for a portion of the day
Tamed? More like paused, in the make
Waiting to be released, to come out and play
(This is a disguise, the most comfortable
I could find, I don't dislike it. But it's not who I am)
watch me off duty, committing to myself
watch me in the desk, a confetti bomb
ticking away!
Dec 22, 2020
Dec 22, 2020 at 6:34 AM UTC
I did it to run from pain
but the pain was still there
And that's how tragedy begets
even if I was not aware
All good and all evil
come from this escapade
Sometimes
you get lost in a dance so intense
That dim obliterating shade
being inexistent, zero, still was there!
That dim obliterating shade
I could not bear
I did it to shut down my brain
it takes our whole lives, this running away
from the cradle to the grave
we are chasing dreams, we are escaping death
(and it is our noblest sin)
and it is right. it is fine.
Just make sure you do it okay.
Do not flee to not come back again.
It's all about reality. Make sure you stay.
In the ever Sun, in the middle lands,
a magic bolt right through your head,
do not forsake yourself
We are here to make sense
in the most ultimate way!
We lose it - thinking we will gain
Do not leave your body - rather wait
And now I admit there was a small ache,
it seems to dissolve, like wonderfully fade.
Last famous words - Let the flow overtake!
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 4:23 AM UTC
Poetry might have left me today,
but not joy, I say.
My words run dry but I bloom inside.
Poetry lives now within.
Everything clear - nothing and all to speak
Inmanent poetry - everywhere I see
Dec 20, 2020
Dec 20, 2020 at 6:53 AM UTC
Two ways to lose your head:
in joy, or in pain
Being the feverish, cheeky fool,
or indulge in
self-destructive moods!
You think it's about deep or shallow.
You are at your most profound,
when you smile wide
I know what I choose.
I don't mind madness anymore.
I mind meaningless ache.
But if I have to accept or reject,
I know what I do.
I choose midnight long talks
and a million kisses and a million hugs
I choose being too high without drugs...
I choose feeling frequencies, I choose lush
I choose losing my mind, to find me back
To be nuts till the end,
but squeezing the fruit
to lick its juice
instead of blades.
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 4:34 PM UTC
***** hair - but I am not there
Crying in the kitchen - I need help
Alternate universe - dissociate
what's this - it tears at me,
can't be tamed, it won't fade
A shy razor on my arm
I can't do this; because it hurts
but I need the world to blow up
because into this catatonia
I could burst
I cannot feel my body - or my soul
it's all gone - I drown, in my thoughts,
I have no kind of control
I can't listen, I can't talk. The pain is everywhere.
I froze. I move nervously, restless, but I won't rest
because now, it's all the same
because I can't stop
oh God what's wrong?!
I can't take it anymore!
let me catch my breath, I sigh,
I will make it alright,
by ******* the venom in the wound
I still can't stop! I can't take it anymore!
I fell, once again!
Let me catch my breath, and I did.
A gate opens, lets go all of this.
And your honey kiss is placed
where I left it before the storm
raged in me, this devil switch,
this unexplainable thing
I am getting ready so the storm
never breaks what I love most
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 4:22 PM UTC
They raise you
as a baby, they put mosquito nets
around you not to get stung
because they care
they want to cry when they first
see your face
but it's easy to love someone with no identity
a potentiality, someone without eyes
it's pure, indeed, but I don't want it for me
I see the cracks on the dream,
because the cracks are in my skin
and also, they are deeply afraid
of who you become
when you acquire these eyes
of your own
they are paralyzed, in shock
the tales they bought for you
with their guts bought!
and you need no prince,
and you just need to be free...
Our worlds are light years apart,
but this is it, what it is like, no turning back
So away. We'll never be friends.
Let us not converge. Too much at stake.
Yet they celebrate undercover your smile -
even if they don't really get why
yet they care, still, in a very strange way!
it's true they were your kings most of the time
when you were a baby, you couldn't imagine
this would be your life
and neither do they, in fact
but now we are the same, and we can look each other
in the eye...and you thank them for the effort,
the love that led you astray, the love that wanted you safe
even if you never aspired to such
even if you are the challenge they never asked for
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 7:17 AM UTC
late nights at your job
******* ****
on my polka dot dress
(we both loved it so)
taking photographs of graffiti
on these proletarian walls
our first pizza and some of our first kisses
you look so **** on camera
and even sexier now dear
I wish I could **** you here
your shy hand on mine
a rising sun, a rising sun
all of this takes me somewhere
and I know this was the right way
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 4:48 AM UTC