If i was dead.
would heaven let me in? or
would it be black inky darkness i can draw stars on with a pen.
I'm just contemplating it,
not committing or planning;
but earthy ties and bounds just get so, so tiring,
if, I was dead.
6 feet under,
kicked the bucket,
and any other phrase that makes it easier to process;
in the end.
will it even matter?
or in 20 years will i say
"i was such a depressed mother ******
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 9:54 AM UTC
If i was dead.
would heaven let me in? or
would it be black inky darkness i can draw stars on with a pen.
I'm just contemplating it,
not committing or planning;
but earthy ties and bounds just get so, so tiring,
if, I was dead.
6 feet under,
kicked the bucket,
and any other phrase that makes it easier to process;
in the end.
will it even matter?
or in 20 years will i say
"i was such a depressed mother ******
been feeling like this alot