Thoughts race in this jagged mind of mine
head spinning and mind collapsing
what am I?
Am I a man or a woman?
Born male
yet I don't identify
I dress up as a female
yet I don't identify
torn between these two structures
that classify the human gender
yet I don't identify
It's killing me to realize
Maybe I'm both
maybe I'm not neither
so much to figure out
so much to process
the thoughts keep racing
beginning to spiral out of control
Pronouns he, him and his
never really fit
the pronouns she, her and hers
only left scars
at first I thought of transitioning
to clear out my head
but now it's like a stab wound
festering upon my soul
am I a man
or am I a woman
they both seem so permanent
and yet seem doable
so maybe I a both
but that's my choice to find
I like being called he
yet I like being called she
I like being called they
so maybe I'm both and neither in a whole
so call me crazy
say that I'm broken
say that I'm not right in my head
but at least I have the courage to be me
Dec 10, 2020
Dec 10, 2020 at 10:49 AM UTC
Thoughts race in this jagged mind of mine
head spinning and mind collapsing
what am I?
Am I a man or a woman?
Born male
yet I don't identify
I dress up as a female
yet I don't identify
torn between these two structures
that classify the human gender
yet I don't identify
It's killing me to realize
Maybe I'm both
maybe I'm not neither
so much to figure out
so much to process
the thoughts keep racing
beginning to spiral out of control
Pronouns he, him and his
never really fit
the pronouns she, her and hers
only left scars
at first I thought of transitioning
to clear out my head
but now it's like a stab wound
festering upon my soul
am I a man
or am I a woman
they both seem so permanent
and yet seem doable
so maybe I a both
but that's my choice to find
I like being called he
yet I like being called she
I like being called they
so maybe I'm both and neither in a whole
so call me crazy
say that I'm broken
say that I'm not right in my head
but at least I have the courage to be me
