Nighttime.
Cars light up my room.
I count.
The moon keeps me awake,
Beaconing.
I can hear you.
Telling me to do it-
Hurt me, you, them...
Everyone.
Thoughts SCREAMING.
Words begging to become actions.
I close my eyes.
Deep, deep, deep breath.
It's just a thought.
Grounded.
Soft sheets, pillows...
Moon, stars, lights.
It's quiet.
Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 8:34 PM UTC
Nighttime.
Cars light up my room.
I count.
The moon keeps me awake,
Beaconing.
I can hear you.
Telling me to do it-
Hurt me, you, them...
Everyone.
Thoughts SCREAMING.
Words begging to become actions.
I close my eyes.
Deep, deep, deep breath.
It's just a thought.
Grounded.
Soft sheets, pillows...
Moon, stars, lights.
It's quiet.
