i want to rip off my own skin
piece by piece
and stitch it back together
so that it matches hers
i want to carve my cries
into each and every bone
filing away at myself
until I fit her frame
i want to cut and cut and cut
slashing down to my core
until there is only enough fat
to mold myself into her shape
i want to scrape off my
STUPID
*******
FACE
erasing every feature
until my very essence has disappeared
and i
LOOK
LIKE
HER
her
the ever changing image of beauty
the elusive illusion of perfection
the woman we all strive to be
the woman
the image
the ideal
the ideal that not even she herself can attain
Nov 25, 2020
Nov 25, 2020 at 2:27 AM UTC
i want to rip off my own skin
piece by piece
and stitch it back together
so that it matches hers
i want to carve my cries
into each and every bone
filing away at myself
until I fit her frame
i want to cut and cut and cut
slashing down to my core
until there is only enough fat
to mold myself into her shape
i want to scrape off my
STUPID
*******
FACE
erasing every feature
until my very essence has disappeared
and i
LOOK
LIKE
HER
her
the ever changing image of beauty
the elusive illusion of perfection
the woman we all strive to be
the woman
the image
the ideal
the ideal that not even she herself can attain