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so. so what? it's like every ******* time that i need you you're desperate to leave. but god forbid i think of my own emotions once in a time of crisis. because ****** lord knows that whatever the **** i am doesn't ******* matter oh but you do J you're such a beautiful person you're so smart i love you. ******* ******** ******** what the **** nah. nah what the **** is wrong with you. you've had it happen before. so i ask for help, i tell you that i don't want to be here. so you leave me on opened and then the next day you're telling me telling me what? that you got MAD? you got MAD at me for it? tell me where that makes sense. you're mad because i wanted to die? are you ******** me? I WANTED TO DIE! I wanted to die! i wanted to die! and you're MAD? "it's not directed at you." I'm ******* mad. I'm ******* ****** I'm beyond hurt what the **** I'm so ******* tired of feeling alone. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm so tired of feeling this way. why do you keep leaving me alone why do you keep leaving me alone. please don't leave me alone. please answer why won't you ******* answer oh my god I'm not safe. why couldn't i have just succeeded? i can't even **** myself right I'm so tired of feeling like this. i wish it was more than just some extra time to sleep in. i wish it was forever. i could rest forever. i could sleep forever. forever forever forever. please answer the phone it's the feelings he gave me, i can do it i I CAN'T I JUST I just can't i just can't. god it it feels so good to cry. i don't want to stop. this ******* ***** yknow. the way this feels. i just want to scream. I'm blocking you. everywhere. you can't get me now. alone again. naturally.
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Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 3:37 PM UTC
Just like the rest
so. so what? it's like every ******* time that i need you you're desperate to leave. but god forbid i think of my own emotions once in a time of crisis. because ****** lord knows that whatever the **** i am doesn't ******* matter oh but you do J you're such a beautiful person you're so smart i love you. ******* ******** ******** what the **** nah. nah what the **** is wrong with you. you've had it happen before. so i ask for help, i tell you that i don't want to be here. so you leave me on opened and then the next day you're telling me telling me what? that you got MAD? you got MAD at me for it? tell me where that makes sense. you're mad because i wanted to die? are you ******** me? I WANTED TO DIE! I wanted to die! i wanted to die! and you're MAD? "it's not directed at you." I'm ******* mad. I'm ******* ****** I'm beyond hurt what the **** I'm so ******* tired of feeling alone. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm so tired of feeling this way. why do you keep leaving me alone why do you keep leaving me alone. please don't leave me alone. please answer why won't you ******* answer oh my god I'm not safe. why couldn't i have just succeeded? i can't even **** myself right I'm so tired of feeling like this. i wish it was more than just some extra time to sleep in. i wish it was forever. i could rest forever. i could sleep forever. forever forever forever. please answer the phone it's the feelings he gave me, i can do it i I CAN'T I JUST I just can't i just can't. god it it feels so good to cry. i don't want to stop. this ******* ***** yknow. the way this feels. i just want to scream. I'm blocking you. everywhere. you can't get me now. alone again. naturally.
i blocked her everywhere. i just need to be alone. i can't do this anymore.
#breakup#suicidal#alone#hurting#crying#blocked#stop#cut#sadness#depression
SatansLittleStalker
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21/Non-binary/Between Earth and Hell
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 3:37 PM UTC
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