Am I fool?
Its not like Im inlove?
So what is this **** feeling?
Feels soft and intimate,
as if Im knowingly opening up my soul
sharing my emotions showing how I feel
I feel bare.
i want to restart.
ready to retreat.
did I kiss too soon?
Am I still in this pattern? my feelings have changed
but I'm still feeling weary
I'm still learning of my self,
but something about this does not necessarily feel wrong.
are we jumping too quick?
jump the gun on this ship.
I heard you so clear.
Your words soft and sharp all at the same time.
Eyes full.
"I like you and it wasn't a dumb question"
I just... no response.
Kiss instead.
What I know my body can do instead of using my tools.
Afraid to speak to soon.
Oct 30, 2020
Oct 30, 2020 at 6:01 PM UTC
Am I fool?
Its not like Im inlove?
So what is this **** feeling?
Feels soft and intimate,
as if Im knowingly opening up my soul
sharing my emotions showing how I feel
I feel bare.
i want to restart.
ready to retreat.
did I kiss too soon?
Am I still in this pattern? my feelings have changed
but I'm still feeling weary
I'm still learning of my self,
but something about this does not necessarily feel wrong.
are we jumping too quick?
jump the gun on this ship.
I heard you so clear.
Your words soft and sharp all at the same time.
Eyes full.
"I like you and it wasn't a dumb question"
I just... no response.
Kiss instead.
What I know my body can do instead of using my tools.
Afraid to speak to soon.
notice the repetition of still..
still
continuous
a pattern just going thru life
structure
stuck
here and there
watching outside with full eyes
still
frozen to time
watching the same movie over and over again
