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Hidden I was sheltered all my life. But then I went to school I made friends who stabbed me in the back I learned what pain was I learned what it was to be bullied I learned what it was to hide I learned that when they walk by to sink into the shadows 1st grade Laughing and joking Playing and carefree Friends and playdates Sleepovers and games 2nd grade Sitting in silence Looking at the front board Some friends who ignored me Lonely and anxious 3rd grade Hurt and alone I don’t even remember 3rd grade was lost in my mind No friends And failing hard 4th grade Alone Empty Cold Feeling wrong No real friends 5th grade Trying to fit in Bullied Hiding in the bathroom Crying at recess 6th grade Fell in love She hated me Was bullied more for liking someone that was not who I should like Hid my feelings Hid in the shadows Alone 7th grade A new friend Happier Still bullied Still sad Not feeling right in my body 8th grade Cut my hair Came out to family Got a girlfriend Had two amazing friends But I was cut I was broken Hide in the shadows Don’t let them see you Don’t wear short sleeves Pick up that pice of glass Burry the blade in my arm Hurry to the emergency room Put on suicide watch Three months later Eat a peanut that you know your allergic to Rushed to the emergency room again Put on an IV for 3 days Let out Feeling numb Cuts slowly grow deeper and deeper Two months later Not at school Won’t answer phone Friends worried Still feeling empty Goes to school Gets put on watch from resource officer Feels alone Can’t breath Panic attacks in P.E. Catches feelings for your best friend School gets canceled due to COVID Fails all classes 4th quarter Falls into deep depression Has mantle break downs Panic attacks daily Family downgrades feelings Summer of 8th grade going into highschool Starts drinking a lot Makes it 3 months clean Not a day clean in August Cuts get slowly worse, more, and deeper Breaks up with boyfriend School starts Becomes your best friends boyfriend Comes to school high or drunk Scares girlfriend Stressed out and alone Confused Waiting to see what happens the rest of the year
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Oct 1, 2020
Oct 1, 2020 at 11:07 AM UTC
Hidden
Hidden I was sheltered all my life. But then I went to school I made friends who stabbed me in the back I learned what pain was I learned what it was to be bullied I learned what it was to hide I learned that when they walk by to sink into the shadows 1st grade Laughing and joking Playing and carefree Friends and playdates Sleepovers and games 2nd grade Sitting in silence Looking at the front board Some friends who ignored me Lonely and anxious 3rd grade Hurt and alone I don’t even remember 3rd grade was lost in my mind No friends And failing hard 4th grade Alone Empty Cold Feeling wrong No real friends 5th grade Trying to fit in Bullied Hiding in the bathroom Crying at recess 6th grade Fell in love She hated me Was bullied more for liking someone that was not who I should like Hid my feelings Hid in the shadows Alone 7th grade A new friend Happier Still bullied Still sad Not feeling right in my body 8th grade Cut my hair Came out to family Got a girlfriend Had two amazing friends But I was cut I was broken Hide in the shadows Don’t let them see you Don’t wear short sleeves Pick up that pice of glass Burry the blade in my arm Hurry to the emergency room Put on suicide watch Three months later Eat a peanut that you know your allergic to Rushed to the emergency room again Put on an IV for 3 days Let out Feeling numb Cuts slowly grow deeper and deeper Two months later Not at school Won’t answer phone Friends worried Still feeling empty Goes to school Gets put on watch from resource officer Feels alone Can’t breath Panic attacks in P.E. Catches feelings for your best friend School gets canceled due to COVID Fails all classes 4th quarter Falls into deep depression Has mantle break downs Panic attacks daily Family downgrades feelings Summer of 8th grade going into highschool Starts drinking a lot Makes it 3 months clean Not a day clean in August Cuts get slowly worse, more, and deeper Breaks up with boyfriend School starts Becomes your best friends boyfriend Comes to school high or drunk Scares girlfriend Stressed out and alone Confused Waiting to see what happens the rest of the year
#selfharm#scars#depression#alone#suicide#drinking#underage#highschool
Glitching-Jupiter
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Glitching-Jupiter
18/Gender Fluid/Fraser Colorado
Oct 1, 2020
Oct 1, 2020 at 11:07 AM UTC
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