A long inhale, and nicotine
brings me the numb that I
so desperately need.
Sometimes, I have to
feel my own heartbeat, just to
remind myself that I am alive.
I often have to think about breathing
so that I remember to
keep myself going.
If not for me, the most
definitely for him.
Even though I am a vile creature
full of hatred and self loathing
I could never bring myself to hurt you.
Sep 19, 2020
Sep 19, 2020 at 5:53 AM UTC
A long inhale, and nicotine
brings me the numb that I
so desperately need.
Sometimes, I have to
feel my own heartbeat, just to
remind myself that I am alive.
I often have to think about breathing
so that I remember to
keep myself going.
If not for me, the most
definitely for him.
Even though I am a vile creature
full of hatred and self loathing
I could never bring myself to hurt you.
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