i sit and i stare
and i stare
and i stare
and i stare
i don't really feel like doing anything else.
i don't really feel at all
i can't feel
i can't sleep
i can't.
it all just wraps around me
like a safety blanket of numb.
because if i take the blanket off,
numb turns into pain
and pain turns into nothingness
and i turn back into something i never want to be.
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 1:54 PM UTC
i sit and i stare
and i stare
and i stare
and i stare
i don't really feel like doing anything else.
i don't really feel at all
i can't feel
i can't sleep
i can't.
it all just wraps around me
like a safety blanket of numb.
because if i take the blanket off,
numb turns into pain
and pain turns into nothingness
and i turn back into something i never want to be.
