Slowly suffocating in ink
Thinking this will somehow make
living life any easier
Thinking and thinking
And eating and eating
Cake at 2 o’clock in the morning
Trying to forget
Cloud over my head
Pouring out blood,
sweat and tears
from the days of
Helping you survive
Head held up high
in desperation
Praying and praying
that I don’t drown
Slowly suffocating
And restricting any other love
for my mind, body and soul
Putting you first was the
Utmost worse decision I have
ever made in my life.
Because years later
I’m still drowning in my own sorrows
from back in those days
When I loved you.
Aug 16, 2020
Aug 16, 2020 at 6:37 PM UTC
Slowly suffocating in ink
Thinking this will somehow make
living life any easier
Thinking and thinking
And eating and eating
Cake at 2 o’clock in the morning
Trying to forget
Cloud over my head
Pouring out blood,
sweat and tears
from the days of
Helping you survive
Head held up high
in desperation
Praying and praying
that I don’t drown
Slowly suffocating
And restricting any other love
for my mind, body and soul
Putting you first was the
Utmost worse decision I have
ever made in my life.
Because years later
I’m still drowning in my own sorrows
from back in those days
When I loved you.
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