love to love
But fear it too
sugarcoated with gloss
it eventually haunts you
love is fragile
Love is weak
love is easily tainted
like a white bedsheet
love is warm
love makes you feel
but it burns out like a candle
leaving hard wax to peel
love is glorious
oh I adore being loved!
but I put being numb above anything else
for it doesn’t feel worth it after being stung
so I walk on eggshells
and live this life alone
who would ever love me?
no one at all.
no one at all.
I tuck myself into bed
and imagine someone there
next to each other under blankets
filling the night with pointless stares
it is silly, I know
I can’t even look someone in the eye
but what if!
someone loved me? And saw through my disguise
all I feel is pain now
I’m riddled with bitterness and hurt
for I had dared to love once
and it only broke me in return.
Aug 12, 2020
Aug 12, 2020 at 8:29 PM UTC
love to love
But fear it too
sugarcoated with gloss
it eventually haunts you
love is fragile
Love is weak
love is easily tainted
like a white bedsheet
love is warm
love makes you feel
but it burns out like a candle
leaving hard wax to peel
love is glorious
oh I adore being loved!
but I put being numb above anything else
for it doesn’t feel worth it after being stung
so I walk on eggshells
and live this life alone
who would ever love me?
no one at all.
no one at all.
I tuck myself into bed
and imagine someone there
next to each other under blankets
filling the night with pointless stares
it is silly, I know
I can’t even look someone in the eye
but what if!
someone loved me? And saw through my disguise
all I feel is pain now
I’m riddled with bitterness and hurt
for I had dared to love once
and it only broke me in return.
After a horrible experience with so many feelings still inside me
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