i want to scream.
i want to cry.
i want to feel something other than the numbness that's overtaken my thoughts for the past 2 months.
i want to tell the people how they hurt me,
how they made me sob on sleepless nights until no more tears came out.
i want to conquer my fears, anxieties
but no.
i'm ******* numb.
why is the only thing i can think about pain?
i don't truly want to end it all
i just want to feel alive again.
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 3:12 AM UTC
i want to scream.
i want to cry.
i want to feel something other than the numbness that's overtaken my thoughts for the past 2 months.
i want to tell the people how they hurt me,
how they made me sob on sleepless nights until no more tears came out.
i want to conquer my fears, anxieties
but no.
i'm ******* numb.
why is the only thing i can think about pain?
i don't truly want to end it all
i just want to feel alive again.
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