I'm scared
almost all of the time of almost everything
I haven't felt at peace since a lot of things went down
and I'm still learning to live through that
I wouldn't write about it if it didn't still hurt
relapsing after being clean for any period of time is trying
and almost all the time I take it too far
being in the city scares me
I am terrified of running into old ghosts
and being with you scares me too
because I am convinced good things are not meant to be
but I'll be ****** if I give up just because it's scary
Jun 8, 2020
Jun 8, 2020 at 3:52 AM UTC
I'm scared
almost all of the time of almost everything
I haven't felt at peace since a lot of things went down
and I'm still learning to live through that
I wouldn't write about it if it didn't still hurt
relapsing after being clean for any period of time is trying
and almost all the time I take it too far
being in the city scares me
I am terrified of running into old ghosts
and being with you scares me too
because I am convinced good things are not meant to be
but I'll be ****** if I give up just because it's scary
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