A deluge of torrential what ifs like an eclipse of locusts
With vengence an direction found me in my safe place
A drift in a sorta melancholy solitude
marinating in whimsical impossibility
Pretending to not know that the schism
Where i linger upon the precipice
Is a self induced illusion.
Like the unknown comedian
I wear the disguise too well
And become the demure secrete self saboteur
Muddy the waters and ill be in basking in the riptide saturate this bottomless sea with self defeating piranhas
A give me the key to success and tell me there ill find happiness
Cool thank you ill see you on the shore
I get it
I got this
I think.... .... At ..least......
Im............pretty.
sure.......
May 29, 2020
May 29, 2020 at 3:10 PM UTC
A deluge of torrential what ifs like an eclipse of locusts
With vengence an direction found me in my safe place
A drift in a sorta melancholy solitude
marinating in whimsical impossibility
Pretending to not know that the schism
Where i linger upon the precipice
Is a self induced illusion.
Like the unknown comedian
I wear the disguise too well
And become the demure secrete self saboteur
Muddy the waters and ill be in basking in the riptide saturate this bottomless sea with self defeating piranhas
A give me the key to success and tell me there ill find happiness
Cool thank you ill see you on the shore
I get it
I got this
I think.... .... At ..least......
Im............pretty.
sure.......
I sit a ruminate on my fear commitment knowing
Its a self sidetrack and where i throw rocks at
The quandry. Is it a cause or reaction that draws me here
Into this