Trudging solo~ee
In transition slowly from a state of shock to fate of vulnerable lucidity
Infused with fridgid droplets of Pain each came introspect relecting
accountability
my only safety
taking solice in my innocence it seems
Nothing is left sacred lacerated by infidelity
Infuriating
Seeing my loalty turn against me
every deploreable thing done to me
from my confidant i kept in Connfidentiality
Creating this delusion where in shes the victim confusing reality
Bruising my paradigm a legion of Allies premeditating alibies
Insanity don't know how to play this game
forces me into the gravitation of blame
Sickening
im feeling a fever my psyche
each pain full Step jars my back
and intermitantly makes my teeth clack
and from this sicknes i lack in defenses succombing to ickness sporn from an injury inflicted im infected with rejection that belicose ***** bit me and her venom teaming with discordant seeds incubating festering a contageous strain by which turng every person on my side against me inducing seclusion and the thought of uxorcide gurgaling burgeoning at the verge of emerging
Im trying to stave it
To my demise i can see its so seducing confusing im craving the thouhght of looseing it
In delerium the poison leaching joy and bleaching all color from my eyes
Still determined i faulter onalmost to my knees
Begrudgingly the greyness above me clouds darkening
enveloping in black and white are like the serpents belly
Over taking me in my defense i cannot speak so low
solo
nothing below
Not even gravity wants me im delerious go on *** ......leave me.
Un victoriously this is all so beneath me
clemency i violently bequieth thee
Silently no one worth hearing me
Quietly im screaming
its not me
I'm solo
No !
I cant go
Death do us part
in my mind im not alone im so shallow
Engulfed in my shadow
Slow alone
Lowly
Im gone so long me..
..sorry!
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 2:42 PM UTC
Trudging solo~ee
In transition slowly from a state of shock to fate of vulnerable lucidity
Infused with fridgid droplets of Pain each came introspect relecting
accountability
my only safety
taking solice in my innocence it seems
Nothing is left sacred lacerated by infidelity
Infuriating
Seeing my loalty turn against me
every deploreable thing done to me
from my confidant i kept in Connfidentiality
Creating this delusion where in shes the victim confusing reality
Bruising my paradigm a legion of Allies premeditating alibies
Insanity don't know how to play this game
forces me into the gravitation of blame
Sickening
im feeling a fever my psyche
each pain full Step jars my back
and intermitantly makes my teeth clack
and from this sicknes i lack in defenses succombing to ickness sporn from an injury inflicted im infected with rejection that belicose ***** bit me and her venom teaming with discordant seeds incubating festering a contageous strain by which turng every person on my side against me inducing seclusion and the thought of uxorcide gurgaling burgeoning at the verge of emerging
Im trying to stave it
To my demise i can see its so seducing confusing im craving the thouhght of looseing it
In delerium the poison leaching joy and bleaching all color from my eyes
Still determined i faulter onalmost to my knees
Begrudgingly the greyness above me clouds darkening
enveloping in black and white are like the serpents belly
Over taking me in my defense i cannot speak so low
solo
nothing below
Not even gravity wants me im delerious go on *** ......leave me.
Un victoriously this is all so beneath me
clemency i violently bequieth thee
Silently no one worth hearing me
Quietly im screaming
its not me
I'm solo
No !
I cant go
Death do us part
in my mind im not alone im so shallow
Engulfed in my shadow
Slow alone
Lowly
Im gone so long me..
..sorry!