never knew how blinding the
sun could be before I hid from it.
the dark is a dangerously
safe place to be isn’t it?
I think I found a new emotion
it comes from experiencing
the beauty of things I find
repulsive
all the dream house
developments nestled
like cheap toys
sun glinting off the bumper
to bumper traffic
arcing above the horizon
semis blocking out the sun
parking lots
fractals of shiny beetle shell
car bodies disappearing into the glare
countless things
somewhere between awe and loathing
it’s kind of like a scream
stuck in your chest.
also, I think I keep seeing people
who aren’t real.
they exist. other people see them too.
but they just seem out of place.
or maybe too in it.
too predictable
I say I hate public transit
but ya know
I think half the time
I like sitting on bart
more than doing
whatever the **** I left
the house to do
my mind wanders best when
my body is hurdling through
space at high speeds
Apr 30, 2020
Apr 30, 2020 at 12:40 AM UTC
never knew how blinding the
sun could be before I hid from it.
the dark is a dangerously
safe place to be isn’t it?
I think I found a new emotion
it comes from experiencing
the beauty of things I find
repulsive
all the dream house
developments nestled
like cheap toys
sun glinting off the bumper
to bumper traffic
arcing above the horizon
semis blocking out the sun
parking lots
fractals of shiny beetle shell
car bodies disappearing into the glare
countless things
somewhere between awe and loathing
it’s kind of like a scream
stuck in your chest.
also, I think I keep seeing people
who aren’t real.
they exist. other people see them too.
but they just seem out of place.
or maybe too in it.
too predictable
I say I hate public transit
but ya know
I think half the time
I like sitting on bart
more than doing
whatever the **** I left
the house to do
my mind wanders best when
my body is hurdling through
space at high speeds
