I hate myself
Everything about me
I hate myself
I'm not who I want to be
I'm too skinny
I'm too weak
I'll never find peace
I'll never reach my peak
Why don't I end it?
Because I'm a ******* coward
That's obvious...
You pathetic piece of ****
You are a liar
Like your moms brother
You small little bug
Hiding from the others
No shell
Pure hell
No one cares for your heart
No one ever did from the start
They'll never have a part
No one ever did from the start
When will I try?
Will I wave goodbye
To the demons and skeletons ruining my life?
I'm not smart
I'm not alright
I just want my guts
To lay down and die
Kurt, I see your pain
That you gain
Hard to restrain
Nothing remains
We are all born to die,
So why do we try?
If we are destined for negative demons to take over our lives
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 4:37 AM UTC
I hate myself
Everything about me
I hate myself
I'm not who I want to be
I'm too skinny
I'm too weak
I'll never find peace
I'll never reach my peak
Why don't I end it?
Because I'm a ******* coward
That's obvious...
You pathetic piece of ****
You are a liar
Like your moms brother
You small little bug
Hiding from the others
No shell
Pure hell
No one cares for your heart
No one ever did from the start
They'll never have a part
No one ever did from the start
When will I try?
Will I wave goodbye
To the demons and skeletons ruining my life?
I'm not smart
I'm not alright
I just want my guts
To lay down and die
Kurt, I see your pain
That you gain
Hard to restrain
Nothing remains
We are all born to die,
So why do we try?
If we are destined for negative demons to take over our lives
A poem I wrote back in 2017, when my mentality was worse than today tenfold
Though it will forever be a struggle, my mindset is far better now
The name came from my presumption that I would in fact **** myself, but it's now a reminder that this isn't me anymore