I'm glowing with insecurities and inpurities.
My depression slows the time of my processings and duties as a clean window.
I have smudges and dirt spots in the miles!
I clean and I clean, but the ***** returns.
I can't erase them,
I'm covered in worms!
King of dirt and infamous germs.
I want to slide out,
I squirm and I squirm.
My terms in return are to accept and watch myself burn.
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 8:48 AM UTC
I fired imaginary bullets at my head,
Cried slowly as I imaginary bled.
I sit silently as I'm imaginary dead.
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 8:45 AM UTC
My mind is a minor flutter;
Looping movies within ultimate stutters.
I'd tell you I'm feeling better,
But I am a stick of butter.
I look into gaze of grateful maze,
Only to pop amongst unholy haze.
My mind is beautiful,
But what is the craze?
My ego deserves to jump into my idiot blaze.
I hope this is a phase.
Little do I know that I am an end;
Whether I am today or tomorrow, it depends,
Though it will come soon.
The red blends with my toothpaste.
May 15, 2020
May 15, 2020 at 3:26 AM UTC
How this palace is brightened,
Every hint is beyond the naked eye.
Less and less,
Loves opinion matters.
Here we are, guided away,
Even the spirits distance themselves.
Lingering between us is nothing,
Literally nothing.
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 7:30 PM UTC
A face in numbers
Larger than.
Darker than a night,
But brighter than.
I am on drugs
While Mother Earth is on something stronger
Everything is a layer of something
Everything is a stroke
I wanted to go out
Discouraged much?
I'm just here growing new traits about me,
Like a tree
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 4:52 AM UTC
I reek.
I reek of ****
I reek of **** indeed.
I reek of things I cannot keep.
I reek of things I do not need.
I reek of a soul I do not feed.
I reek of what I wish to never see.
I reek of me.
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 4:49 AM UTC
I feel dead,
Trick-or-treating inside my head,
Getting the tricks instead...
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 4:46 AM UTC
I am hungry.
If it weren't for toxicities,
I'd swallow the change in my pockets.
Will I ever fill myself?
My expansions seem to be dimming.
I will remain empty forever.
My neglect is my biggest regret.
I argue and I am prone to loss.
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 4:45 AM UTC
I hate myself
Everything about me
I hate myself
I'm not who I want to be
I'm too skinny
I'm too weak
I'll never find peace
I'll never reach my peak
Why don't I end it?
Because I'm a ******* coward
That's obvious...
You pathetic piece of ****
You are a liar
Like your moms brother
You small little bug
Hiding from the others
No shell
Pure hell
No one cares for your heart
No one ever did from the start
They'll never have a part
No one ever did from the start
When will I try?
Will I wave goodbye
To the demons and skeletons ruining my life?
I'm not smart
I'm not alright
I just want my guts
To lay down and die
Kurt, I see your pain
That you gain
Hard to restrain
Nothing remains
We are all born to die,
So why do we try?
If we are destined for negative demons to take over our lives
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 4:37 AM UTC