who even cares?

elijonesishere Poems

my lover is leaving dancing far away with another her name, Nin and as she goes so does Will Will who? Will to live, of course Nin and Will run far away leaving gaps in the seats of the theater empty spaces that will be filled with people clothed in red wearing masks labeled happy love nice giving kisses that leave you empty flowing out into the bedsheets, the bedsheets that you and Nin used to hide under when the thunderstorm hit when the lightning flashed and you and Nin watched movies until Will came in and tucked you to sleep taking Nin with him, and you would sleep peacefully, knowing that they are right outside the door but when you wake up there is somebody else in your house in the spaces that should've been filled they whisper their names, they could never speak loud enough to be noticed Mia Ana Nia There will be no more calm in this house it is filled with the sound of shattering glass breaking bones and ripped clothes ring through the shell of a house the house that once stood tall now slumps in front of a heavy backpack not able to be heard or seen and you wait for the return of Nin and for Will to make their way back in and they come back in the form of a blue pill oblong in shape, and glimmering in the light almost as beautiful as Nin was and the ingredients on it say Serotonin