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I'm tired So exhausted I am broken I was breaking But now I am broken I Can't do this anymore I used to be okay Then I met you And for a while my life was euphoric Fantastic Beautiful Full of so much happiness Then I don't know what changed You said everything was still okay Good Great But it doesn't feel the same You get frustrated at me And i can't fix it Can't say sorry Nothing feels good enough It is all broken And I'm tired of trying So tired of trying I'm just done Right now I want to run So far I want to drive away Leave without saying goodbyes Just keep driving til I run out of gas Or fall off the edge of the world I don't really care which I am done So done I can't live like this On the paranoid edge of never knowing what will make you upset Walking on eggshells Meanwhile To rub salt into the wound It feels like you just run me over However you want to You've taken so much from me Had so many of my firsts I've let you in so far And only now do I realize I've let a mad bull into my china closet And I am paralyzed on the floor while you smash and crack Terrified of what I've done What have I done? Is it too late? Can I back out? Is this my life now?
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Feb 16, 2020
Feb 16, 2020 at 11:30 PM UTC
breaking china
I'm tired So exhausted I am broken I was breaking But now I am broken I Can't do this anymore I used to be okay Then I met you And for a while my life was euphoric Fantastic Beautiful Full of so much happiness Then I don't know what changed You said everything was still okay Good Great But it doesn't feel the same You get frustrated at me And i can't fix it Can't say sorry Nothing feels good enough It is all broken And I'm tired of trying So tired of trying I'm just done Right now I want to run So far I want to drive away Leave without saying goodbyes Just keep driving til I run out of gas Or fall off the edge of the world I don't really care which I am done So done I can't live like this On the paranoid edge of never knowing what will make you upset Walking on eggshells Meanwhile To rub salt into the wound It feels like you just run me over However you want to You've taken so much from me Had so many of my firsts I've let you in so far And only now do I realize I've let a mad bull into my china closet And I am paralyzed on the floor while you smash and crack Terrified of what I've done What have I done? Is it too late? Can I back out? Is this my life now?
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EmotionalRoadshow
Feb 16, 2020
Feb 16, 2020 at 11:30 PM UTC
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