This aching churns within me where happiness will bubble
T-minus 5...4...
My writing is **** There's no art here anymore.
Sob
********** onto paper.
Everyone relates to interpretation, but inkblots have no soul.
Stains, waiting.
Sunlight cannot creep where darkness cannot grow.
Coin-flip. Mind-trip. Sad rag-time beat out, off beating
beat poet beats drums no one can hear.
There's nothing here.
Jeckyl wishes Hyde would hide, run away
never come back--
I'll never forget how much I lack
I've cracked, back fractures breaking
too much ecstasy--not enough--You're shaking
is that me?
can't be.
This desperation
this need to cling to SOMETHING
it's worse every time--it's cheap when I rhyme
I can't ride out these mistakes, can't fake that I'm ok
I seem to be doing fine.
but its one
or the other in my mind
-NOT SO YOU COULD THROW LIGHTSWITCH RAVES-
can't be saved
keep repeating
I wish I could be saved but
they never let me have my pony.
No white horses
No dreaming
So obsessed with this wheel I keep spinning
the only thing I seem to be able to do is change direction.
tedious, no?
It's what we're working with.
All I ever wanted was somebody to love me
now...when it comes to be
it just makes me more crazy
how can someone love me?
it doesn't make sense.
I go to rip off your mask and I take off your face--
surrounded by rotting skin
searching for a way to end
so how can I begin?
May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 2:09 AM UTC
This aching churns within me where happiness will bubble
T-minus 5...4...
My writing is **** There's no art here anymore.
Sob
********** onto paper.
Everyone relates to interpretation, but inkblots have no soul.
Stains, waiting.
Sunlight cannot creep where darkness cannot grow.
Coin-flip. Mind-trip. Sad rag-time beat out, off beating
beat poet beats drums no one can hear.
There's nothing here.
Jeckyl wishes Hyde would hide, run away
never come back--
I'll never forget how much I lack
I've cracked, back fractures breaking
too much ecstasy--not enough--You're shaking
is that me?
can't be.
This desperation
this need to cling to SOMETHING
it's worse every time--it's cheap when I rhyme
I can't ride out these mistakes, can't fake that I'm ok
I seem to be doing fine.
but its one
or the other in my mind
-NOT SO YOU COULD THROW LIGHTSWITCH RAVES-
can't be saved
keep repeating
I wish I could be saved but
they never let me have my pony.
No white horses
No dreaming
So obsessed with this wheel I keep spinning
the only thing I seem to be able to do is change direction.
tedious, no?
It's what we're working with.
All I ever wanted was somebody to love me
now...when it comes to be
it just makes me more crazy
how can someone love me?
it doesn't make sense.
I go to rip off your mask and I take off your face--
surrounded by rotting skin
searching for a way to end
so how can I begin?
