Life can be unbearable and terrible
If you're alone in this life..
Happiness...
That is a really hard word to comprehend because you really don't know where you're actually happy at Till It's gone and to someone take it from you
Then it becomes a distant memory....
That's why you should sit down and treasurer those moments with someone special like you my deer Alyssa ... listen
I take you for granted
I really don't deserve you....
Honestly I shouldn't have anyone...
Because I am a monster
Hear me out
I disrespect you
I dismiss your wishes....
Somehow. you find a way to forgive me. Again every time
But why...
I should be asking that question myself....
Cuz you love me....
I love you too
I just don't show it
I guess I wallow in myself misery that reflects on the people I pose to care about
That makes me a hypocrite
And a coward...
I do not like to admit the
Truth
I don't think no one does
But I digress
I've been a coward my whole life standing on my hind legs cowering in a corner preying on the weak...
I guess it's supposed to make me feel strong but I
Feel weak.... because my bezique.. Is rotting through the corps ...
Once in a lifetime every coward have a. Saviour
That one
The one with a beautiful brown eyes remind me of stars in the night sky
A heart made of gold
With the prettiest smile to make you weak in the knees....
The loyalist person in my whole entire life...
But I lied so many times...
Believe me I'm going to pay for it one day
When that day comes I do not want to be alone in the dark...
I want you to be aside me
For all eternity in Paradise
Please save me from these demons
They are clouding my mind
I'm a lost King who is losing his Queen.....
In the Kingdom of Lost Love....
I stole your heart
Here the key to mine
There's my. Confession
Love you and miss you
Alyssa
Oct 22, 2020
Oct 22, 2020 at 8:13 AM UTC
Life can be unbearable and terrible
If you're alone in this life..
Happiness...
That is a really hard word to comprehend because you really don't know where you're actually happy at Till It's gone and to someone take it from you
Then it becomes a distant memory....
That's why you should sit down and treasurer those moments with someone special like you my deer Alyssa ... listen
I take you for granted
I really don't deserve you....
Honestly I shouldn't have anyone...
Because I am a monster
Hear me out
I disrespect you
I dismiss your wishes....
Somehow. you find a way to forgive me. Again every time
But why...
I should be asking that question myself....
Cuz you love me....
I love you too
I just don't show it
I guess I wallow in myself misery that reflects on the people I pose to care about
That makes me a hypocrite
And a coward...
I do not like to admit the
Truth
I don't think no one does
But I digress
I've been a coward my whole life standing on my hind legs cowering in a corner preying on the weak...
I guess it's supposed to make me feel strong but I
Feel weak.... because my bezique.. Is rotting through the corps ...
Once in a lifetime every coward have a. Saviour
That one
The one with a beautiful brown eyes remind me of stars in the night sky
A heart made of gold
With the prettiest smile to make you weak in the knees....
The loyalist person in my whole entire life...
But I lied so many times...
Believe me I'm going to pay for it one day
When that day comes I do not want to be alone in the dark...
I want you to be aside me
For all eternity in Paradise
Please save me from these demons
They are clouding my mind
I'm a lost King who is losing his Queen.....
In the Kingdom of Lost Love....
I stole your heart
Here the key to mine
There's my. Confession
Love you and miss you
Alyssa
Lord lovel
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