Try to be happy
You have to pick the Elements of Life
You ask yourself what they are the answer is quite easy you just have to sit down and think about and comprehend it.......
Before it's too late.....
Life is a Gamble.....
Because humans are playing dice to make it to the top......
Everyday we have consequences .. and choices we have to... make.... and this hollow world.....
Sacrifice is the only way to live......
Because you can't have it all.
Because someone will always have it better than you
Even if you gave it your all
Troubles will always find a way to hunt you
And to you dig your own grave.....
Mind and body it's fragile........
Like a porcelain doll....
Because everyone breaks in little bits pieces at the end......and turn into decay because humans are like dirt trying to grow into a spout ......
But if you can think courageous.....
All of your worry and doubt can go away for a period of time......
If you take the wrong step
They could find a way to attach to you like a spiders trap.....
Think resilient....
A wise human can defeat deaf for a
Shorts period Of time if they only clear they mine from the devil's grass....
always remember
Laugh at the ones who think they can harm you with guns and bullets because ideas can be Bulletproof........
You can make a mockery of my words as you will.....
But it has been proven before beginning of time it happened proven ideas are true devastation.....
Words are just a plus and the mix....
So here's a gun and aim at me and pull the trigger.....
So I'll say my prayers for this December night I will not miss his world because I sleep underneath the stone......
Enjoy your petty politicians....
We are obligated
To vote for a man and a suit and tie with blood on his hands.........
That's a joke everybody laughs.....
Just a Pawn trying to rebuild a empty Relic does not even exist anymore..... the 50 states equals blood..... the stars mean tears from the Fallen and the Forgotten....
You do not have to be a soldier marching out for war. Every human is a soldier
And their own type of way....
Because every soul is rare....
Just walking a different path.....
If you're going to try and give it your all.....
Or don't even start.....
Failure is not an option...
But watch your step......
Because this Valley it's filled with snakes slithering in the valley of Sorrow
Dec 6, 2020
Dec 6, 2020 at 4:27 AM UTC
So I guess you going to improve
Yourself....
Leave me here all alone
With no one to talk to
I guess with no hesitation no incineration.... how I feel at the moment...... I am in so much pain......
I do not know the name of a pain killer decrease this pain....
So I have no other choice just to stay here and drink my sorrows away.....
I am starting to think this is starting to become my past time.....
I can hear the bottle calling me from a drunken state.....
It's said take another sip you know you need it won't hurt anybody.....
I reach for the bottle pour the the liquid in my cup.
I saw a reflection what I am becoming
In the liquid...... of darkness .......
Because I Feel Like These walls closing in on me and crushing Me slowly.....
I tried to run to the exit to get to safety
But it was a dead end
I had no other choice just sit there and wait for the end........
But the end never came.....
My reality is starting to bend.....
The choices I have made in this life starting to haunt me in my dreams ....
Below these selfish actions . ....
I have committed.....
I did not commit treason .....
I committed several crimes
To the people around me.....
In my lifetime
Drowning in self pity
Wondering if it will ever end......
In this tunnel of misery.....
Sadness is all I see.....
All problems and issues inside my head
The blood I bleed is flowing through me like a fish in the sea
So I think I'm going to take another drink....
Because that's what the doctor ordered.....
Because the doctor always knows what's best.....
He said Being sober is not an option....
So I continue to drink.... in till I feel numb......
So I cut my self to see if I still feel anymore
And the blood drips like candle wax on the bathroom tiles .....
So I dwell on my past and can't look towards the brighter future of tomorrow
Because the sun does not shine here
Because the ground I walk on is broken and cracked and irreplaceable
I had a doctors appointment I told him I was quite not feeling right and I felt so wrong so he said my recommendation is go see giggles the clown in the circus he was in town he will cheer you right up but what he don't know is I am the clown is me and quite depressed and had a frown
Because I ran out of jokes to tell
All I can tell now is sad jokes because I'm a broken man ......
All dressed in all black....
Which is not even fun....
So till this day I prepare the noose to end it all and call it a day to forget everything....
So goodbye cruel world I will not miss you ....
Dec 4, 2020
Dec 4, 2020 at 12:49 AM UTC
touch every feeling feels like splinters going through the hand
Everytime I lay in the bed feels like the man on the cross every time you ignore me ...
Something I cannot comprehend cuz I was locked up in the cell I couldn't get ahold of you.....
If it was different at the time
I would have been there every step you take every struggle you have to go through like Bonnie and Clyde.....
Like I was Walking the Tightrope for you......
It wouldn't matter it was life and death I will take a bullet for you...
If it ever come down to that point like a f****** Melody going through my skull....
Look at through my point of view......
I Walk Alone this dirt road with no cars no sounds......
Trying to find a soulmate to feel sorry for me.....
Because I have my 9 Miller pistol pointed to my chin ready to pull the trigger.......
It ain't no drug out there I haven't took.....
Truthfully and be honest only thing it does give into my demons to make my pain worse....
Inside my head I think my family is doubting me. Because I ain't doing s*** in my life...
So what is the point of living anymore if I have those problems stacked on top like dominoes........
When I was deep in my compression
Because I did not have no money in my pocket.....
I decided to walk in traffic to commit suicide
But the cars went straight through me
Like I never existed......
Like a ghost from below.....
You tell me that is the only way out
Can't steal from the poor man.......
You can't break a man that's already been broken.......
And you can't bring back the Dead......
We are all lost in this world alone......
It is two type of people in this world
The people who live in the present
And the people who trying to rebuild the past......
You have to pick one and this life
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 3:42 AM UTC
Life can be unbearable and terrible
If you're alone in this life..
Happiness...
That is a really hard word to comprehend because you really don't know where you're actually happy at Till It's gone and to someone take it from you
Then it becomes a distant memory....
That's why you should sit down and treasurer those moments with someone special like you my deer Alyssa ... listen
I take you for granted
I really don't deserve you....
Honestly I shouldn't have anyone...
Because I am a monster
Hear me out
I disrespect you
I dismiss your wishes....
Somehow. you find a way to forgive me. Again every time
But why...
I should be asking that question myself....
Cuz you love me....
I love you too
I just don't show it
I guess I wallow in myself misery that reflects on the people I pose to care about
That makes me a hypocrite
And a coward...
I do not like to admit the
Truth
I don't think no one does
But I digress
I've been a coward my whole life standing on my hind legs cowering in a corner preying on the weak...
I guess it's supposed to make me feel strong but I
Feel weak.... because my bezique.. Is rotting through the corps ...
Once in a lifetime every coward have a. Saviour
That one
The one with a beautiful brown eyes remind me of stars in the night sky
A heart made of gold
With the prettiest smile to make you weak in the knees....
The loyalist person in my whole entire life...
But I lied so many times...
Believe me I'm going to pay for it one day
When that day comes I do not want to be alone in the dark...
I want you to be aside me
For all eternity in Paradise
Please save me from these demons
They are clouding my mind
I'm a lost King who is losing his Queen.....
In the Kingdom of Lost Love....
I stole your heart
Here the key to mine
There's my. Confession
Love you and miss you
Alyssa
Oct 22, 2020
Oct 22, 2020 at 8:13 AM UTC
you got your back against the wall son situation takes ***** but you find yourself looking at the man in the mirror it looks like he's falling apart....
You stare at yourself with disgust....
Because you are starting to come the monster you say you would never become
You can't defy the things you have done to people you love....
You pushed them away and they pushed you back...
Now you can't go back to them now...
they gave you chance after chance but you denied it with no hesitation...
Now you have burned that bridge and you can't repair ashes..
now you are alone to walk a New path...
but you have questions to ask yourself....
the big question is are you really alone...
it's a woman in your life she says she loves you....
she said she will always have your back...
but you don't know who to trust...
if you leave yourself vulnerable
will she leave you in the sand to die
will she keep her promise...
some promises are meant to be broken....
but you love her too you told yourself you will never love again
you have lie to yourself again....
now you have a new choice to ask God but he is silent just like usual...
you wonder why he doesn't answer
now you start second-guessing yourself should you try the patch things up with God maybe he might answer.....
that leaves you with two options....
Walk through the tunnel of darkness
Or walk to the light
You don't have to make the choice alone
💞So I will listen to my heart ❤️...
If you break my heart I will die dear beloved..
Feb 6, 2020
Feb 6, 2020 at 6:35 AM UTC
I remember you said that to me
I didn't know it was still on your plate
Now I know
I've been worried sick about you
I understand you need time to find yourself
Some days it's hard to breathe without you by my side
Those days are the worst
You have a lot of things on your mind I know
I do too
But I've never walked in your shoes before
We walk different paths
But we share the same road
That's how we found each other
I remember that day like it was yesterday
I felt so empty inside that day
But You saved me from that dark cloud above my head...
Like a gift from the Angels beneath the clouds....
The place is surrounded by so much beauty no man ever discovered....
But I saw it that day I was blind
By your love and your perfection...
And no man ever felt that before
A touch from God's creation...
And that is love
A poison can paralyze the body
I'm running out of words here describe your beauty....
But you are so broken and empty and dead inside
It is not enough words to describe your pain...
IMVU my dear
Jessley....
Listen to my words
You are clearly not standing here all alone and these shadow grounds you call home my dear beloved...
I love you because who You are
Don't let no one tell you are not perfect...
You're perfect to me and your friend's...
Keep your head up my love
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 9:25 PM UTC
when I hear the rain coming down it makes me sad and blue
looking outside my window at this November night
waiting for these eggs to hatch
inside my maternal prison...
is no secret why I'm here...
because I went to greet the spider in the web
to read her a very special bedtime story....
now she sleeps underneath the stone....
Dec 14, 2019
Dec 14, 2019 at 10:15 PM UTC
My dear friend
I know how you feel
Life has so many twists and turns leading you
In the wrong direction
but you have to keep strong don't give in to your demons they will **** you
I'm so broke
All the cuts and bruises on my arm could tell a story
But that is the path I have chosen to walk
Sitting here in this dark room waiting for the end
It is so complex I know
But I cannot fall
but I must live another sunrise for you my dear beloved friend
but some days it is hard to breathe
like a dying man who's so far away
trying to fight for every last breath
those days are the worst
some nights I find myself talking to The Man in the mirror
clearly it looks like he's falling apart
I tried to help him pick up the pieces he keeps pushing me away
now I don't speak to him no more
that's another friend I have lost
who do I talk to now....
now I fine my self outside this November night to Greek the Man in the Moon
he is silent just like usual
looking down at me with disgust
but I cannot judge you because you are alone just like I am
I would like to wish you a good night my dear old friend....
Dec 11, 2019
Dec 11, 2019 at 1:52 AM UTC
please make sure it's true and you say you love somebody
because it is a sin to tell a lie
I love you yes I do...
I would like to give you something money cannot buy
is not my soul...
I gave that up long ago a chance for happiness or chance ReNew Life
a foolish idea
but I walked down this path before
am I sell back here again....
without twisting turns leading you into a dead end to your own demise
but I'm done looking at the past
I want to see the future
for me and you my dear beloved...
I would like to give you my heart
I know it's worthless....
only thing I can offer you is my love
it kills me to see you in this place
only thing I can do is stand here all alone without you by my side
my dear Jessley...
if you break my heart I will die...
Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 12:37 AM UTC
my dear Isabella pro
my life my heart and my soul
like a dying black alley cat
and the alley light darkness and this work was city I call home
to me life is not worth living
without you by my side
like a lonely Cub without his mother
to mean you are not just a memory
you are something more
you are my light
at the end of the tunnel of sadness
you save me from myself
I would like to thank you
I will give up anything
to hold you again
and here you giggle
rest in peace dear
Isabella rose
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 1:04 AM UTC