spiralling out of sight
allowing the touch of fear
fear curling up in the corner
loving, hating, smiles & tears
losing the feeling of loss
doesn’t stay gone for long
back to the station
where I am dragged to the floor
smothered & pushed down
by a faceless source of energy
effortlessly mournful and grey
smelling like severe sadness
so much to smile about
but not finding the strength to smile
longing for that excited tickle of glee
maybe that’s over, maybe it’s this, maybe...
but just for a while
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 3:30 PM UTC
spiralling out of sight
allowing the touch of fear
fear curling up in the corner
loving, hating, smiles & tears
losing the feeling of loss
doesn’t stay gone for long
back to the station
where I am dragged to the floor
smothered & pushed down
by a faceless source of energy
effortlessly mournful and grey
smelling like severe sadness
so much to smile about
but not finding the strength to smile
longing for that excited tickle of glee
maybe that’s over, maybe it’s this, maybe...
but just for a while