“Honey, you can’t keep living your life to please people.”
But that’s how I survive.
Someday
I won’t be quiet
When I want to scream about injustice.
I won’t hold myself and cry,
I’ll cry in plain sight
And show that what someone said wasn’t okay.
I’ll leave when I want to,
I won’t talk to those who hurt me.
I’ll tell people when they’re rude,
I’ll speak up
When I want to.
But now...
I’m at the mercy of others.
I live to please
Or I don’t get to live.
This is the time of my life
Where I raise my hand
And ask permission.
When I nod politely
At unfairness,
Where my knuckles are clenched white
Behind my back
As I accept whatever treatment I receive.
I do dream of being free,
Make no mistake,
I’m not happy this way.
But this is how I must stay
To survive.
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 3:52 PM UTC
“Honey, you can’t keep living your life to please people.”
But that’s how I survive.
Someday
I won’t be quiet
When I want to scream about injustice.
I won’t hold myself and cry,
I’ll cry in plain sight
And show that what someone said wasn’t okay.
I’ll leave when I want to,
I won’t talk to those who hurt me.
I’ll tell people when they’re rude,
I’ll speak up
When I want to.
But now...
I’m at the mercy of others.
I live to please
Or I don’t get to live.
This is the time of my life
Where I raise my hand
And ask permission.
When I nod politely
At unfairness,
Where my knuckles are clenched white
Behind my back
As I accept whatever treatment I receive.
I do dream of being free,
Make no mistake,
I’m not happy this way.
But this is how I must stay
To survive.
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