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I'm devastated That you were just an excuse I was used As were you I always knew you were never real We were just two girls, playing pretend Sending loveless souls Across the code But I loved you In some perverted way, I loved you You ****** me up And by that I mean I ****** me up You were my image My northern star When you were gone I was willfully lost Decided it was time To destroy it all We played our game For far too long Letting go was a relief An excuse to be The ****** up kid I'd always dreamed of Back when my dreams weren't nightmares And my nightmare wasn't my reality It wouldn't be fair to say you broke me You didn't You chose me Just as I chose you My perfect self destruction And like him later on We were a force together We tore holes together We were the people You don't write home about together In the end We were just kids I can't say I regret this I don't know what to say Except that I meant it
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Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 1:15 AM UTC
If You Had Known Me Now, You're The Kind Of Boy I Would Write Poems About
I'm devastated That you were just an excuse I was used As were you I always knew you were never real We were just two girls, playing pretend Sending loveless souls Across the code But I loved you In some perverted way, I loved you You ****** me up And by that I mean I ****** me up You were my image My northern star When you were gone I was willfully lost Decided it was time To destroy it all We played our game For far too long Letting go was a relief An excuse to be The ****** up kid I'd always dreamed of Back when my dreams weren't nightmares And my nightmare wasn't my reality It wouldn't be fair to say you broke me You didn't You chose me Just as I chose you My perfect self destruction And like him later on We were a force together We tore holes together We were the people You don't write home about together In the end We were just kids I can't say I regret this I don't know what to say Except that I meant it
There was a piece of paper that I had, it probably got recycled back when my room was purged in January. It had a border of highlighter flowers. I showed it to my two friends at school and they knew it was about you. I wonder what it said. I don't remember anymore. -- I wrote this with meaning and feeling, but now they're just empty words, just like these will be. I wish it wasn't like this.
#this#is#a#confrontation#but#not#the#end
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hannah1221
Non-binary/Haven, ME
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 1:15 AM UTC
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