it was not a slamming
but a steady slow
easing closed
the door
quick catch of breath -
not as much as
a deeply drunk
savored gasp
like after a race
hands on thighs bent
******* in air
too quick
until remembered
to take is slow
and pull in that first deep
balmy breath
to take it slow speaks
of patience and of time
less filled with doubt
or regret
take comfort then
I took my time to measure out
feel the weight in my hand
of waiting
of giving you time to
slow down turn around
and see that the door
was closing
I waited there threshold shrinking
pleading silent looks for you
to stop before it shut
and died
but eyes are not accustomed
to look for or perceive
the colors of pain painted
in another
or to catch the dying glimmer
through the cracks of a heart breaking
as it eases closed
the door
Jan 2, 2020
Jan 2, 2020 at 6:55 PM UTC
it was not a slamming
but a steady slow
easing closed
the door
quick catch of breath -
not as much as
a deeply drunk
savored gasp
like after a race
hands on thighs bent
******* in air
too quick
until remembered
to take is slow
and pull in that first deep
balmy breath
to take it slow speaks
of patience and of time
less filled with doubt
or regret
take comfort then
I took my time to measure out
feel the weight in my hand
of waiting
of giving you time to
slow down turn around
and see that the door
was closing
I waited there threshold shrinking
pleading silent looks for you
to stop before it shut
and died
but eyes are not accustomed
to look for or perceive
the colors of pain painted
in another
or to catch the dying glimmer
through the cracks of a heart breaking
as it eases closed
the door