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You've left me so miserable With all these life challenges I am unable to continue wearing this mask I'm expected to be this happiest, craziest Child in this so called family I think I might be losing my sanity Whenever she's around I'm at my lowest How am I supposed to cope? I'm tired of faking everything How did you even allow heaven to take You away from me when you were all I had? I wish you took your phone with So I could communicate with you But who am I kidding, what I'm asking For will never be legal I thought time was supposed to heal wounds But instead I'm incredibly bruised Inside out and in every way possible I thought everyone deserved a second shot At everything but why were you denied one? This life thing isn't for me Premeditated ****** on my mind Twenty-four-seven But I think dying in my sleep would Be less painful Listen I hope you can see my eyes glitter like crystal I hope you can hear me lie to these humans When they ask me if I'm okay and I tell them "it's just tears of joy" I hope you can feel the demons I'm surrounded By at night I hope you understand why I'm tired, extremely drained of having to fight With inner demons And trust me when I say I wanna break up with my anxiety It been a long term relationship But it lacks plenty of love I'm depressed, I say this with pride. My scars will never heal for as long as I'm alive. Come back and take me with. -Liaa
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Dec 23, 2019
Dec 23, 2019 at 4:27 PM UTC
I Miss You
You've left me so miserable With all these life challenges I am unable to continue wearing this mask I'm expected to be this happiest, craziest Child in this so called family I think I might be losing my sanity Whenever she's around I'm at my lowest How am I supposed to cope? I'm tired of faking everything How did you even allow heaven to take You away from me when you were all I had? I wish you took your phone with So I could communicate with you But who am I kidding, what I'm asking For will never be legal I thought time was supposed to heal wounds But instead I'm incredibly bruised Inside out and in every way possible I thought everyone deserved a second shot At everything but why were you denied one? This life thing isn't for me Premeditated ****** on my mind Twenty-four-seven But I think dying in my sleep would Be less painful Listen I hope you can see my eyes glitter like crystal I hope you can hear me lie to these humans When they ask me if I'm okay and I tell them "it's just tears of joy" I hope you can feel the demons I'm surrounded By at night I hope you understand why I'm tired, extremely drained of having to fight With inner demons And trust me when I say I wanna break up with my anxiety It been a long term relationship But it lacks plenty of love I'm depressed, I say this with pride. My scars will never heal for as long as I'm alive. Come back and take me with. -Liaa
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Liaa
20/F/Rustenburg
Dec 23, 2019
Dec 23, 2019 at 4:27 PM UTC
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