I cant sleep cuz my mind keeps racing
my lungs deflating
my heart outpacing
everything inside
and i don't want to be alive
i just cant hide
as i cant seem to hold
the tears back anymore
as they carve
tracks down my face
my mind continues to race
and i seem to lose space
inside my room
i have a sense of doom
looming over me
i can not see
anything beyond
your face
like a saving grace
pushing past my defense
as i call
out to you
but im a fool
you where never really there
and now i over think
everything you said
last night
while i sit in my bed
and we are back where we started
Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 5:59 PM UTC
I cant sleep cuz my mind keeps racing
my lungs deflating
my heart outpacing
everything inside
and i don't want to be alive
i just cant hide
as i cant seem to hold
the tears back anymore
as they carve
tracks down my face
my mind continues to race
and i seem to lose space
inside my room
i have a sense of doom
looming over me
i can not see
anything beyond
your face
like a saving grace
pushing past my defense
as i call
out to you
but im a fool
you where never really there
and now i over think
everything you said
last night
while i sit in my bed
and we are back where we started
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