If you ask me what my problem is
It’s hard to get a straight answer
“What ISNT my problem”
“Don’t know what’s yours”
I’ve been practicing for years
My actions became their own kind of cancer
“What do you get out of this”
“How did you think this would help”
Very few people are affected
I’m usually the one persecuted here
“I don’t know why I do it”
“Isn’t having a good time enough”
Because the only way to perfect failure
Is with self sabotage
Nov 19, 2022
Nov 19, 2022 at 5:00 PM UTC
I want you to hold me
Pressing me close to your skin
I want you to press your lips to mine
So we can get lost in each others embrace
I ache to be next to you
It hurts to not be able to comfort you
I ache to be your escape
So we don’t have to stay here
I wish you understood my addiction
Just talking to you is all I have
I wish you could be inside me
Because you complete me as I do you
.
Jan 30, 2022
Jan 30, 2022 at 11:32 PM UTC
My mind never stops
there's a fire somewhere
I can't put it out
There's a panic
Everyone loves to shout
I have to listen
To the 8 others
the are part of me
as they always have been
I just wish they weren't so loud
As I seem to lose hope
Everyone's doubt seems to hold
I feel pressed with the crowd
I can't make a sound
I'm just too burnt out
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 3:09 AM UTC
You think your arms are too skinny
But they are perfect to me
Wrap them around me an i fit perfectly
You think you're too short
But you’re perfect size to me
When we cuddle you’ll fit perfectly
You think your voice is annoying
But you sound perfect to me
Just say my name again and I respond perfectly
You think all the negative things
But you are perfect to me
So don’t talk about yourself badly
Jul 29, 2020
Jul 29, 2020 at 12:19 PM UTC
I cant sleep cuz my mind keeps racing
my lungs deflating
my heart outpacing
everything inside
and i don't want to be alive
i just cant hide
as i cant seem to hold
the tears back anymore
as they carve
tracks down my face
my mind continues to race
and i seem to lose space
inside my room
i have a sense of doom
looming over me
i can not see
anything beyond
your face
like a saving grace
pushing past my defense
as i call
out to you
but im a fool
you where never really there
and now i over think
everything you said
last night
while i sit in my bed
and we are back where we started
Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 5:59 PM UTC
Remember the day we met?
And you said you'd be mu friend?
And we started to fall
In love, in love, in love
Remember the days we spent?
Talking about the end?
And how we were
In love, in love, in love
Remember the day you met?
And she said she'd be your friend?
And we were still
In love, in love, in love
Remember the day you took her to bed?
And said we could still be friends?
And how you two were
In love, in love, in love
Remember how much I hurt?
And how you had been my world?
And how i thought we were
In love, in love, in love
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 3:24 PM UTC
I never thought i could fall in love
I never thought that love from me could ever be true
I kept myself distant in the hope to never hurt you
Because I am black and you are blue
I have hurt everyone who ever loved me
I keep telling you I'm bad
I have given you plenty of warnings
Because I am black and you are blue
I can't find what you see in me
I can see that you are a fool
I know its impossible to convince you otherwise
Because I am black you are blue
I asked you why you love me
I asked why i fell in love with you
I laughed at your answer
"because you are black and I am blue"
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC
listen to my heart
it only beats for you
listen to my voice
because i speak the truth
listen to my apology
because i really mean it
listen to my pain
because only you can stop it
listen to my love
because i have no one else to give it to
listen to my tears
because they are meant for you
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 2:40 PM UTC
Baby, i'm sorry for what I've done
Baby, please, don't drag this on
baby, i know i've hurt you bad
baby, think about all we've had
sweetie, i know you hate me
sweetie, i understand
sweetie, i know i'm not easy to love
sweetie, you've been like an angle sent from heaven above
honey, i'm sorry for all the pain
honey, i know that you curse my name
honey, please try to understand
honey, none of this was part of my plan
Ahron i'm sorry for what i've done
Ahron i know you wont forgive me for any of it
Ahron... i still love you...
Ahron... i could never replace you
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 8:52 PM UTC
Hush baby
Don't look at them
The demons closing in
Don't look at the darkness
I need you to look at me
Just look at me
Hush child
you're safe here
Just don't look away
Don't look at the shadows
Just keep your eyes on mine
Look at me
Don't worry angle
I wont let you fall
Don't look down
Don't think about falling
Don't take your eyes off me
look at me
Baby
I'll be your anchor
I'll be you light
I'll protect you
Just don't look away
i need to look at you
Look at me
Jan 5, 2019
Jan 5, 2019 at 1:17 AM UTC