What feelings?

Stopthetraffic Poems

Tired eyes Blinking with the Sound of my every breath. I stare at the rustic table in front of me. I see things without actually seeing them, My mind wanders to places I don't Want to think about. I try to widen my eyes and focus So maybe I can stay in this Permanent zone for a little While longer. Thoughts still race through my mind In slow motion And I want the world to stop... And. Listen... To the whole essence, that is me... Because I simply cannot Express myself In the ways that matter. It upsets me Because I cannot be brave As the characters in story books, that I love so much I try to write my feelings to you... The feelings that I cannot simply Portray...