all night I'm wide awake
these feelings I can never fake
the emptiness, the nothingness
tearing me apart in darkness
half asleep and I'm in this portal
everything seems like crucial
vexations are turning on
emotions i can't hold on
it all comes down in one setting
narrow, shallow and i'm panting
obscure and i cannot comprehend
so vague that I cannot see the end
floating away with my dreams
all the hurt and all the screams
trapped in this four cornered wall
linked to my own shadow; left with nothing at all
Nov 14, 2019
Nov 14, 2019 at 9:14 PM UTC
all night I'm wide awake
these feelings I can never fake
the emptiness, the nothingness
tearing me apart in darkness
half asleep and I'm in this portal
everything seems like crucial
vexations are turning on
emotions i can't hold on
it all comes down in one setting
narrow, shallow and i'm panting
obscure and i cannot comprehend
so vague that I cannot see the end
floating away with my dreams
all the hurt and all the screams
trapped in this four cornered wall
linked to my own shadow; left with nothing at all
the struggles of having anxiety.
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