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Why do I feel so trapped in my mind? Why do I feel that the world would be better off if I died? Why do I feel like I’ll never be enough? Why do I feel that I’ll never be loved? My conscience ***** me around I don’t want to die, I’m longing to feel very alive Holding on to memories of laughter, enchantment and delight Wondering if I’ll ever win this fight? Will I ever have a happy ever after? I can’t recollect the last time I felt truly blessed I lost sight of what was realistic For many years my mind has left me believing that I’m possessed I feel incredibly pessimistic I just crave for a life where I feel adored I wish I wasn’t drowning in my mind I hope all my happiness and faith can be restored I wish depression wasn’t so unkind.
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Nov 5, 2019
Nov 5, 2019 at 6:30 AM UTC
Trapped in my mind
Why do I feel so trapped in my mind? Why do I feel that the world would be better off if I died? Why do I feel like I’ll never be enough? Why do I feel that I’ll never be loved? My conscience ***** me around I don’t want to die, I’m longing to feel very alive Holding on to memories of laughter, enchantment and delight Wondering if I’ll ever win this fight? Will I ever have a happy ever after? I can’t recollect the last time I felt truly blessed I lost sight of what was realistic For many years my mind has left me believing that I’m possessed I feel incredibly pessimistic I just crave for a life where I feel adored I wish I wasn’t drowning in my mind I hope all my happiness and faith can be restored I wish depression wasn’t so unkind.
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Cheyenne_Ayesha
Nov 5, 2019
Nov 5, 2019 at 6:30 AM UTC
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