Cheyenne_Ayesha - Hello Poetry

I fought extremely hard to get where I am I cannot explain the intensity and height of the mountains I have climbed I was often told I would never succeed I exceeded expectations & now I am pleased I used to have zero self-belief I was once innocent and naive I could have hidden in my own little world Instead, I strived for greatness I was constantly asking myself questions Is there a way out of this war? Is there any chance I could succeed? I went to having little self-belief I’ve now got pride in what I’ve achieved I never gave up, I never gave in Intensive dedication is what it took It started from carrying inner strength Is there anything I can’t accomplish?

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Oct 27, 2021

Oct 27, 2021 at 4:53 AM UTC

Climbing the Mountains

I fought extremely hard to get where I am I cannot explain the intensity and height of the mountains I have climbed I was often told I would never succeed I exceeded expectations & now I am pleased I used to have zero self-belief I was once innocent and naive I could have hidden in my own little world Instead, I strived for greatness I was constantly asking myself questions Is there a way out of this war? Is there any chance I could succeed? I went to having little self-belief I’ve now got pride in what I’ve achieved I never gave up, I never gave in Intensive dedication is what it took It started from carrying inner strength Is there anything I can’t accomplish?

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I remember when you said I’d be yours forever Suddenly the forever turned out to be never You shot me so far down and I initially struggled to reach the top I gained knowledge after the relationship Knowledge of how I was under somebody’s whip I honestly felt like I was losing my breath from asphyxiation From that moment, I knew I had to try my hardest to stop myself from future manipulation After a year and a half of heartbreak and hopelessness I eventually ended up in truly loving arms I’m no longer a piece on a board of chess No more false alarms For now, my relationship is as gleaming as an elegant sparkling red dress

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Oct 17, 2021

Oct 17, 2021 at 5:05 AM UTC

A New Chapter

I remember when you said I’d be yours forever Suddenly the forever turned out to be never You shot me so far down and I initially struggled to reach the top I gained knowledge after the relationship Knowledge of how I was under somebody’s whip I honestly felt like I was losing my breath from asphyxiation From that moment, I knew I had to try my hardest to stop myself from future manipulation After a year and a half of heartbreak and hopelessness I eventually ended up in truly loving arms I’m no longer a piece on a board of chess No more false alarms For now, my relationship is as gleaming as an elegant sparkling red dress

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Feelings of betrayal time and time again All of your hatred & dishonesty is resulting in immense pain I have thoughts that I can’t detain You wouldn’t wanna know what’s happening inside of my brain I gave you heartfelt honesty but then I lost your trust Our relationship getting buried away until there is a large amount of dust I felt like I had been stabbed in my back with a razor-sharp knife How long until I get betrayed another time? I guess breaking a person’s faith is a way of life Without the way you’ve played Judas then there wouldn’t be a rhyme Let me remind you of which line you crossed How much do manners and respect cost?

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Sep 28, 2021

Sep 28, 2021 at 5:01 AM UTC

A Feeling of Betrayal

Feelings of betrayal time and time again All of your hatred & dishonesty is resulting in immense pain I have thoughts that I can’t detain You wouldn’t wanna know what’s happening inside of my brain I gave you heartfelt honesty but then I lost your trust Our relationship getting buried away until there is a large amount of dust I felt like I had been stabbed in my back with a razor-sharp knife How long until I get betrayed another time? I guess breaking a person’s faith is a way of life Without the way you’ve played Judas then there wouldn’t be a rhyme Let me remind you of which line you crossed How much do manners and respect cost?

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We have had countless captivating moments I can’t just think of one separate moment Maybe the best time is yet to happen For we are bound to experience a lot more passion Our love is forever sparkling like electricity Due to the incredible love you have for me. Words cannot describe how much I love you What I do know is that it’s more than the number of stars above you Your name is engraved in my heart like a tattoo The chemistry of two people stuck together like glue

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Sep 28, 2021

Sep 28, 2021 at 4:57 AM UTC

Sparkling Passion

We have had countless captivating moments I can’t just think of one separate moment Maybe the best time is yet to happen For we are bound to experience a lot more passion Our love is forever sparkling like electricity Due to the incredible love you have for me. Words cannot describe how much I love you What I do know is that it’s more than the number of stars above you Your name is engraved in my heart like a tattoo The chemistry of two people stuck together like glue

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Some years ago I was constantly wearing Rose-tinted shades I started hurting myself with words that cut deep like blades At the same time as receiving poor grades I was unaware and oblivious to what was going on I used to treat life as though it was a movie and enjoy whilst eating popcorn This was before the mental trauma and pain The pain that locked me up in a tight chain Giving me thoughts about whether I was sane That misery was originally keeping me astray The strain and torment created a perfect pathway Impacting on the strong woman I have become today

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Sep 28, 2021

Sep 28, 2021 at 4:56 AM UTC

Rose Tinted Shades

Some years ago I was constantly wearing Rose-tinted shades I started hurting myself with words that cut deep like blades At the same time as receiving poor grades I was unaware and oblivious to what was going on I used to treat life as though it was a movie and enjoy whilst eating popcorn This was before the mental trauma and pain The pain that locked me up in a tight chain Giving me thoughts about whether I was sane That misery was originally keeping me astray The strain and torment created a perfect pathway Impacting on the strong woman I have become today

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30 years have gone by Since the devastating day of 15th April 1989 96 shining stars we view in the night sky The day where rivalries draw a line Back then the system gave Football fans injustice Hoping and protesting for true justice Years of failings from the police Longing for justice so the 96 can rest in peace The fans were never to blame Liverpool will continue lighting the eternal flame

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Sep 28, 2021

Sep 28, 2021 at 4:53 AM UTC

🔥The Eternal flame 🔥

30 years have gone by Since the devastating day of 15th April 1989 96 shining stars we view in the night sky The day where rivalries draw a line Back then the system gave Football fans injustice Hoping and protesting for true justice Years of failings from the police Longing for justice so the 96 can rest in peace The fans were never to blame Liverpool will continue lighting the eternal flame

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10) Dreaming Glancing at the dazzling stars on an enticing Tuesday evening Looking up at the shimmering stars whilst dreaming Dreaming of the person I will become The obstacles I will eventually overcome My heart is beating as fast as a drum I aspire to inspire Helping people to believe they are more precious than sapphire Zero-knowledge of what lies ahead My next chapter is still unread Currently, it feels like you’re trapped in a trial If you walk around with a smile You’ll surpass that mile The wait will be worthwhile

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Jun 27, 2021

Jun 27, 2021 at 4:16 AM UTC

Dreaming

10) Dreaming Glancing at the dazzling stars on an enticing Tuesday evening Looking up at the shimmering stars whilst dreaming Dreaming of the person I will become The obstacles I will eventually overcome My heart is beating as fast as a drum I aspire to inspire Helping people to believe they are more precious than sapphire Zero-knowledge of what lies ahead My next chapter is still unread Currently, it feels like you’re trapped in a trial If you walk around with a smile You’ll surpass that mile The wait will be worthwhile

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Before you judge, ask why is it this way? Listen to them, take it in is what I’d advise All lives matter is what you say? Could you please try and hear their voice? Kindness could eventually beat this hate Listen to their cries, worries and fear Is that really what you want to hear? Violence and mistreatment happens Energy & positivity is the way to go Stand up tall & lift your hands up in the air Maybe if black lives matter then all lives will Are you ready to take part? To show the world the fire that is in your heart To fight against the prejudice and malice? Each person should unite and fight Remember to lift your hands in the air

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Jun 7, 2020

Jun 7, 2020 at 4:39 PM UTC

Black Lives Matter

Before you judge, ask why is it this way? Listen to them, take it in is what I’d advise All lives matter is what you say? Could you please try and hear their voice? Kindness could eventually beat this hate Listen to their cries, worries and fear Is that really what you want to hear? Violence and mistreatment happens Energy & positivity is the way to go Stand up tall & lift your hands up in the air Maybe if black lives matter then all lives will Are you ready to take part? To show the world the fire that is in your heart To fight against the prejudice and malice? Each person should unite and fight Remember to lift your hands in the air

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Believe 💫 What if I listened to everyone? What if I carried on being the black sheep? Always felt like I was going to get shot by a gun One day I overcame this crucial heap I could have sat in the corner Staying controlled by my disorder I had the strength to go against what I was perceived to not be capable of No longer sitting on the fence Even if I don’t reach the highest height I still gave plenty of powerful fight I could have listened to what people thought I’d be Used my wisdom as a key to unlock all the massive amounts of potential in me Today I feel exceptionally proud because What if I carried on living life in a grey cloud?

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May 15, 2020

May 15, 2020 at 12:13 AM UTC

Believe 💫

Believe 💫 What if I listened to everyone? What if I carried on being the black sheep? Always felt like I was going to get shot by a gun One day I overcame this crucial heap I could have sat in the corner Staying controlled by my disorder I had the strength to go against what I was perceived to not be capable of No longer sitting on the fence Even if I don’t reach the highest height I still gave plenty of powerful fight I could have listened to what people thought I’d be Used my wisdom as a key to unlock all the massive amounts of potential in me Today I feel exceptionally proud because What if I carried on living life in a grey cloud?

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Why do I feel so trapped in my mind? Why do I feel that the world would be better off if I died? Why do I feel like I’ll never be enough? Why do I feel that I’ll never be loved? My conscience ***** me around I don’t want to die, I’m longing to feel very alive Holding on to memories of laughter, enchantment and delight Wondering if I’ll ever win this fight? Will I ever have a happy ever after? I can’t recollect the last time I felt truly blessed I lost sight of what was realistic For many years my mind has left me believing that I’m possessed I feel incredibly pessimistic I just crave for a life where I feel adored I wish I wasn’t drowning in my mind I hope all my happiness and faith can be restored I wish depression wasn’t so unkind.

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Nov 5, 2019

Nov 5, 2019 at 6:30 AM UTC

Trapped in my mind

Why do I feel so trapped in my mind? Why do I feel that the world would be better off if I died? Why do I feel like I’ll never be enough? Why do I feel that I’ll never be loved? My conscience ***** me around I don’t want to die, I’m longing to feel very alive Holding on to memories of laughter, enchantment and delight Wondering if I’ll ever win this fight? Will I ever have a happy ever after? I can’t recollect the last time I felt truly blessed I lost sight of what was realistic For many years my mind has left me believing that I’m possessed I feel incredibly pessimistic I just crave for a life where I feel adored I wish I wasn’t drowning in my mind I hope all my happiness and faith can be restored I wish depression wasn’t so unkind.

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