It starts with a blur
Then frightening moments of clarity
It flashes piece by piece
Then my mind changes polarity
An erratic heartbeat
Leads my consciousness away
Being frozen in terror
Leads all body movement astray
I smell things
When they aren't present now
I sense things
When I know there's nothing around
I see HIM
And then I don't
I feel HIM
And then I choke
If I ever remember it all
Maybe then, my mind will be at peace
With all the horrors out in the open
Maybe then, my body will finally get that coveted release
Sep 3, 2019
Sep 3, 2019 at 2:59 PM UTC
It starts with a blur
Then frightening moments of clarity
It flashes piece by piece
Then my mind changes polarity
An erratic heartbeat
Leads my consciousness away
Being frozen in terror
Leads all body movement astray
I smell things
When they aren't present now
I sense things
When I know there's nothing around
I see HIM
And then I don't
I feel HIM
And then I choke
If I ever remember it all
Maybe then, my mind will be at peace
With all the horrors out in the open
Maybe then, my body will finally get that coveted release
