twenty-three
i feel much older
too much has happened
too many have gone
no one my age
is like me
i should just walk into the woods
once my father dies who will miss me
i’m too different
i’m too damaged
i’m too weird
have you
done half of the things
that shame me
i’ve done them all
i’m sorry
i’m not good enough
you’re sorry i’m not different
i’m afraid
we get married
you start hitting me
i can’t control anything anymore
Aug 22, 2019
Aug 22, 2019 at 11:52 PM UTC
twenty-three
i feel much older
too much has happened
too many have gone
no one my age
is like me
i should just walk into the woods
once my father dies who will miss me
i’m too different
i’m too damaged
i’m too weird
have you
done half of the things
that shame me
i’ve done them all
i’m sorry
i’m not good enough
you’re sorry i’m not different
i’m afraid
we get married
you start hitting me
i can’t control anything anymore
