I want to change my name, and run away to a deserted island,
Cry myself to sleep, then sleep for an eternity.
I want to scream,
But I can't.
I want to just blink,
And things be different.
I want to feel in control of my life,
Independent.
I want an unlimited supply of fuel,
To travel across the country.
But it doesn't matter what I want,
Because life is what it is.
Conform. Conform. Conform.
I have to stop feeling,
Stop wanting,
Stop caring,
Stop having my own thoughts.
Otherwise,
I'll be eaten alive,
From the inside out.
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 9:37 PM UTC
I want to change my name, and run away to a deserted island,
Cry myself to sleep, then sleep for an eternity.
I want to scream,
But I can't.
I want to just blink,
And things be different.
I want to feel in control of my life,
Independent.
I want an unlimited supply of fuel,
To travel across the country.
But it doesn't matter what I want,
Because life is what it is.
Conform. Conform. Conform.
I have to stop feeling,
Stop wanting,
Stop caring,
Stop having my own thoughts.
Otherwise,
I'll be eaten alive,
From the inside out.
