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It started with a small pit A pit in my stomach A gaping black Hole And then it started with the anxiety And then the uneasy feeling i cant shake And then the panicking And then the trying to not show Emotions on my face And then the feelings bursting out And the silent crying As if that hole in my stomach swallowed Everything. Its not even my stomach anymore Just emptiness Inside this shell thats my skin and bones What happened? How did i go from Happy and okay To not feeling like myself Like im not in control And i dont know what's worse Wanting to scream and beg for help Or not wanting to worry anyone And instead silently screaming As that hole gets wider And darker And deeper. I hope it doesnt consume me I hope ill wake up fine tomorrow I hope
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Jun 21, 2019
Jun 21, 2019 at 12:34 AM UTC
Its not even 11pm yet.
It started with a small pit A pit in my stomach A gaping black Hole And then it started with the anxiety And then the uneasy feeling i cant shake And then the panicking And then the trying to not show Emotions on my face And then the feelings bursting out And the silent crying As if that hole in my stomach swallowed Everything. Its not even my stomach anymore Just emptiness Inside this shell thats my skin and bones What happened? How did i go from Happy and okay To not feeling like myself Like im not in control And i dont know what's worse Wanting to scream and beg for help Or not wanting to worry anyone And instead silently screaming As that hole gets wider And darker And deeper. I hope it doesnt consume me I hope ill wake up fine tomorrow I hope
Its 10:34pm. Why?
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Bitter_sweet-Letters17
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Jun 21, 2019
Jun 21, 2019 at 12:34 AM UTC
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