I am tired
Im exhausted and i want to give up
I dont want to feel like im masked by layers and layers of insecurities
I dont want to pretend that im always ok
Im tired
I feel like i just want to cry but i cant
I think this is what happens when you pretend too much
You wont be able to feel normal things that you're supposed to feel
Why does it has to come this way
Im scared to soar
Im too frightened to fly
I dont even talk to my friends very closely anymore
I dont even want to walk around the neighbour
I just dont have the confidence anymore
Everynight i think about my self
It kills me inside knowing how things have change
And knowing im not the same person anymore
It just gives me anxiety and depression
I want real friends
I want a bestfriend
I want a friend that i can share with
A friend that i can be honest with
And a friend who can accept me for who i am
I need a friend who i can confidently show the real me without layers of mask and pretentions
Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 12:22 PM UTC
I am tired
Im exhausted and i want to give up
I dont want to feel like im masked by layers and layers of insecurities
I dont want to pretend that im always ok
Im tired
I feel like i just want to cry but i cant
I think this is what happens when you pretend too much
You wont be able to feel normal things that you're supposed to feel
Why does it has to come this way
Im scared to soar
Im too frightened to fly
I dont even talk to my friends very closely anymore
I dont even want to walk around the neighbour
I just dont have the confidence anymore
Everynight i think about my self
It kills me inside knowing how things have change
And knowing im not the same person anymore
It just gives me anxiety and depression
I want real friends
I want a bestfriend
I want a friend that i can share with
A friend that i can be honest with
And a friend who can accept me for who i am
I need a friend who i can confidently show the real me without layers of mask and pretentions
Here's my first time sharing this feeling
