The escaping signs of my voice echoes
like a heartbeat-march rebellion
But the storm amplified in contempt,
winds from the past are so hard to forget
And so I stared upon my imperfect reflection,
I used my sharpest tongue
I condemned myself to tears,
I cursed the lips of my neighbors
How dare you drag my name to dirt!
How dare you scar my greatest efforts!
I bruised my knees and begged the sky for haven,
I tried to cry my way out
But the roaming beast, my woven lips,
my soul is scathed and shaken
They stripped me out of my best pieces,
it costed me my chances
When will my arrow finally hit?
The start of my winning matches….
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 12:05 AM UTC
Staring at a pitch black ceiling,
Wondering
If i risk and lose it all,
Such eerie feeling
I can no longer bleed my mind
The blood has run, no sign of cure
The red has splattered, the passion painted the shore
It was beautiful, but it was over
I searched within the chamber for clues
I found myself trapped in a prison blue
But nonetheless the deadline is due, im done masking the face. The ***** has loosened through
I tried to write a million letter
I tried to write a thousand words
But all there really is, are a bunch of cover ups to disguise the emptiness of an insomiac mind roaming inside the door of the witching hours.
Apr 5, 2025
Apr 5, 2025 at 3:21 AM UTC
If i became a distant memory
What are the chances you'll remember
me?
If i rush like waves in redundancy
How long till you go allergic of me?
I ask of you destiny, what will it be?
Am i just a distant shore in faded color, a lost forgotten story?
Apr 1, 2025
Apr 1, 2025 at 10:29 AM UTC
As their eyes were transfixed by the tales they've heard of me, they'll say "that's a one vile story."
Pray tell if i was just a crazy juvenile, but as one with masks of hidden faces, i still find myself perplexed to this relic pain that i can't seem to wither. I used to be an open blue sky till i painted myself gray. "Here comes the omen" A crisis in disguised that concocted a storm he can hardly weather.
If i were to fall deeper in burden, will i lose my sanity if my mistake dances in my head like a distant silhouetted memory?
If i put my teeth on display, will that be enough to support a cover up story?
If i replay you a broken memory, will you stop the stone rolling right at me? And If i fall on the other side of the story, would you pay the cost of risk and dare pull me out of insanity?
Mar 16, 2025
Mar 16, 2025 at 10:58 PM UTC
If life knocks on your door
To take back whats taken for granted
What will your questions be?
If the moon utters a declaration
Do you think you were good enough to be taken out of gravity?
If you'll be sent way down south
What will your last words be?
When you hear the heavens sing and all you hear is wicked, will your tears fall in regret as all you can do now is bleed in remorse? Tell me, what will it be?
If it knocks on your spirit
What will your questions be?
If it utters the unspoken
What will your last words be?
When the melody defeats your chaos
Tell me, what will it be?
Nov 7, 2024
Nov 7, 2024 at 5:28 AM UTC
The mirrors are caving in
Reflecting cuts within
If i embellish as a fragrant of your memory
Will it hint a side of my chivalry? or just the highlights of my tyranny?
Lately, mornings have been heavy
So i try my best to hide in all of midnights
Hoping daylight won't ever find me
Tell me, how can i break my seal from these starfield of make-believes?
Each hope i own is engulfed in fallacies,
Wishes were all just fantasies
I look unto the sky of the bluest face
As i resonate in shame and disgrace
I sit by the window with a moonlit face
Longing for a time, where woe finally stops coloring me....
Nov 4, 2024
Nov 4, 2024 at 10:28 AM UTC
In a day where the sky is bluest
My accent gets all fluent in woe
Nov 2, 2024
Nov 2, 2024 at 2:06 PM UTC
I always thought freedom is losing you
Instead all i feel now is imprisonment
Bars would be the series of my mistakes in a life i have chosen, a life i thought would be bliss without you, i was wrong.
If words expresses what i feel, those words would spell i miss you.
I regret having a memory of letting you go, i wish it's still me and you
Sep 30, 2024
Sep 30, 2024 at 10:59 AM UTC
Now that I've grown, i came into realization that there were really no monsters under my bed. Just above it.
Sep 22, 2024
Sep 22, 2024 at 4:50 AM UTC
