Every time I open my eyes
You break my trust
Again.
I have a hard enough time
Convincing myself
It's worth getting up in the morning
Without your quiet betrayals.
Even when you are good
I can never know.
I'm so overwhelmed with anxiety
And you've taken advantage of me
So many times
It doesn't make a difference.
I find myself wondering
If I will ever trust you again.
But I know
Of course I will.
I always do.
That doesn't mean I should.
.
.
.
Did you betray me this morning?
The answer at this point is
You may as well have
And you will
Every morning
Hereafter.
Jun 5, 2019
Jun 5, 2019 at 7:44 AM UTC
Every time I open my eyes
You break my trust
Again.
I have a hard enough time
Convincing myself
It's worth getting up in the morning
Without your quiet betrayals.
Even when you are good
I can never know.
I'm so overwhelmed with anxiety
And you've taken advantage of me
So many times
It doesn't make a difference.
I find myself wondering
If I will ever trust you again.
But I know
Of course I will.
I always do.
That doesn't mean I should.
.
.
.
Did you betray me this morning?
The answer at this point is
You may as well have
And you will
Every morning
Hereafter.