I think I fell again
It's never on purpose I swear
my heart is insane
Once again I am starting to tear
I have to sit by and watch
As time flys by and you move on
I will be staring at my wristwatch
Once again I will slowly become more withdrawn
This time will be worse
I know how I feel and what will occur
I can't help feeling like I'm cursed
because we all know who you prefer
Once again she is not me
I am not her
I will not be picked, on that I think we can agree
So I will work as my own silencer
Once again I will stand in the background
Supporting you as much as I can
with my heart drowned
wishing my heart had stuck to the plan
Once again its too late
I am left standing alone
feeling as if its fate
I just wish I had known
That you like him too
but you didn't even know
So once again I will try not to be blue
I try to turn it into the sunshine glow
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 10:11 PM UTC
I think I fell again
It's never on purpose I swear
my heart is insane
Once again I am starting to tear
I have to sit by and watch
As time flys by and you move on
I will be staring at my wristwatch
Once again I will slowly become more withdrawn
This time will be worse
I know how I feel and what will occur
I can't help feeling like I'm cursed
because we all know who you prefer
Once again she is not me
I am not her
I will not be picked, on that I think we can agree
So I will work as my own silencer
Once again I will stand in the background
Supporting you as much as I can
with my heart drowned
wishing my heart had stuck to the plan
Once again its too late
I am left standing alone
feeling as if its fate
I just wish I had known
That you like him too
but you didn't even know
So once again I will try not to be blue
I try to turn it into the sunshine glow
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