The last few days
Have been strange
I haven't been eating
My emotions
And I always have
I am NOT
A thin girl
Nor medium sized
And I can't help that
But this is odd
Nausea replacing my
Urge to eat away
The stress or sorrow
A rumbling in my stomach
Screaming
Please no food
I'm a eater
My mother and father too
So why have I not been hungry
I've been thinking about
Dieting soon
Could this be my
Subconscious saying
*You don't have to
I'll take care of that for you*
I'm mystified
Usually I drink endlessly
Always thirsty
And always drinking more
Than anyone else
And yet I felt less thrist
In these last days
Completely ignored the full cup
Even when my mouth was dry
A sip would satisfy
Somethings wrong
But I'm not gonna ask
It's okay not to eat
At least not like I use to
Maybe this is a blessing in disguise
I just hope everything turns out okay.
Feb 23, 2013
Feb 23, 2013 at 7:32 PM UTC
The last few days
Have been strange
I haven't been eating
My emotions
And I always have
I am NOT
A thin girl
Nor medium sized
And I can't help that
But this is odd
Nausea replacing my
Urge to eat away
The stress or sorrow
A rumbling in my stomach
Screaming
Please no food
I'm a eater
My mother and father too
So why have I not been hungry
I've been thinking about
Dieting soon
Could this be my
Subconscious saying
*You don't have to
I'll take care of that for you*
I'm mystified
Usually I drink endlessly
Always thirsty
And always drinking more
Than anyone else
And yet I felt less thrist
In these last days
Completely ignored the full cup
Even when my mouth was dry
A sip would satisfy
Somethings wrong
But I'm not gonna ask
It's okay not to eat
At least not like I use to
Maybe this is a blessing in disguise
I just hope everything turns out okay.
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