I want to claw open my stomach
I said no
I want my fist to smash through
I said no
I want to rip out this dark mass in my stomach
I said no
I want to slice out the feeling inside me
I think I said no enough
I didn’t fight
I didn’t move
I wanted to
I said no
When will these heavy thoughts leave my stomach
Because they’re dragging me further than I imagined
And i hope they pull me to a lake
Because I’ve always felt like drowning
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 4:10 AM UTC
I want to claw open my stomach
I said no
I want my fist to smash through
I said no
I want to rip out this dark mass in my stomach
I said no
I want to slice out the feeling inside me
I think I said no enough
I didn’t fight
I didn’t move
I wanted to
I said no
When will these heavy thoughts leave my stomach
Because they’re dragging me further than I imagined
And i hope they pull me to a lake
Because I’ve always felt like drowning