I didn't know.
How could I have?
I kept a strong distance
Between
The both of us.
Not because I didn't want to help
Because I didn't know, and now that I do
I wish
That I didn't know.
Because it hurts more to know now,
Because I still don't have enough capacity
To help
I feel trapped by my guilt.
But you feel more trapped in your head
That's far worse than the places I've been
Because
I don't need to hurt to feel.
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 12:48 AM UTC
I didn't know.
How could I have?
I kept a strong distance
Between
The both of us.
Not because I didn't want to help
Because I didn't know, and now that I do
I wish
That I didn't know.
Because it hurts more to know now,
Because I still don't have enough capacity
To help
I feel trapped by my guilt.
But you feel more trapped in your head
That's far worse than the places I've been
Because
I don't need to hurt to feel.